A Grand Closing

My Fall 2010 semester has finally ended.

Adorned with energetic juniors and heavy subjects, along with the occasional punches of TESTS, this semester sure delivered what it was meant to deliver, a mixture of smiles, sweat, and tears.

Truth is, as I grow up, I have learned to look forward and hope for more. Right now I truly want to see what the future has in store for me. If I were to say what had I learned the most in this particular year, it would be to be a more caring and a more cheerful person. What will I learn in next semester? More patience? Being more enthusiastic? Being less of an ass? Haha no-one knows. I will just have to wait, and keep on fighting when the time comes.

Well, It is time for me to focus on my university applications. Hahahahaha. I should really start or be screwed all over heheheh.

Fun? Oh yeah. Hahaha. Well, since I can’t describe it due to my horrible vocabulary, I should just show pictures of it.

Random cat. I still seem to be lacking the white tiger though.

Soo Chuan (left) and Chris (right) fighting over lives on the black and white battlefield

Me and Roys trip to Nando’s Bahahaha Half bottle of extra hot, gone. Chicken is also Extra hot. xD

Lee Sin posing and reluctant to help her stuck friend, Meng Yee. Guys: Darren (left), Roy (middle), Yap (right).

Some mee in Kim Gary. Awesome.Hahaha. IT IS SO DAMN BIG.

Baked rice in Kim Gary. I think. Looks delicious. Hahaha.

My dish. Gone. Burp.

Hahaha, I gotta admit, going out to Sunway is tonnes of fun, when done with friends. Hehehehe. Hmm.. Yeah, I gonna go back to Sabah on the 9th, so bye bye Hell.

All the lessons learned, the knowledge gained, friends made, and bonds formed, will not go to waste. I shall take all of it and put it somewhere close to my heart.

-Kevin-

What a week. And, another to go.

Bugga, I just had a week of test. It will remain forever in my mind as a week I will never want to go through again.  I just don’t like a week full of test. Nobody does.

Hmm.. Whaddap? Nothing. Haha, Life has been bout tonnes of studying and reading books. Failing exams tests and quizzes. Forgive my bad grammar and spelling and tonnes of other errors. Haha. BUUUHHH I wanna go home. This place is too boring. I cant take it anymore. Hahaha. Now, it seems that home is a good place to be, considering that I am in Shah Alam. HAhahaha.

Next week is my finals. WUT? YES! It is. And I think I am doomed due to the fact that I don’t know what to expect, except that it is gonna be as hard as steel up in my throat. GRRR

NBA is starting. wooohooo. Nuff said.

Hmm… Meh, got nothing much to say. Currently very busy. haha. I will try to update ASAP after my exams. or more likely, when I get back to KK. Hehehe.

-Kevin-

Another Slow Morning.

Argh, today, time moves like a snail.

Am I too used to the hectic life, that when it comes to enjoying life, I just forget how to do it anymore?

Why do I find it so hard to relax nowadays. =/ I am so tensed up. I need to slow down.. TENSO! xD Argh, always angry/emo/sad/jealous nowadays. Need, to, chill. zzzz

Hmm… As I have said. this morning is so so super slow. I am writing this at 4.50pm, and Nat is still asleep. Darren at laptop. Everybody is lacking energy. Haiz. Need restoration of strength. Haha. “NOT ENOUGH MANA!!!!!!!”

Talking about energy, we know that to have tonnes of energy, we need to eat. So, on Thursday, we ate tonnes of Pizza. Hahhaa. Here is the photo of the pizza xD

Yeah, that’s all the pizza we had. For not many people xD Glutton!

 

The still aura in our room. Nat sleeping in the room on the right. You can see a bit of his head. And that’s Darren on the left.

And this is how the tables in my room look like when people are not studying. xD Lonely me.

This is my table. =/ Boring rite. xD

Yeah. I guess, I hate saturdays.

-Kevin-

Only thing I can say is…

Its this time of the year. Where the end is near. Its either our final exams, our uni applications, or our TOEFL which is gonna come down and grip tight on our throats.

Grrr feels so busy and tired. But there is this sense of satisfaction also. =D Which accompanies the fact that we achieve more at this time of the year than any other time. Last minute work? I don’t know.. =D

I finished up my homework… But I am soooooo lazzzyyyyy wanna study~~` aiks. Finals in one month. At least 6 test in this month + 6 quizzes. Next month is finals. AARRRGGHHHH gimme time to breath.

I am growing fatter by the day~ OMG OMG OMG. Should see me in action at basketball just now. I feel like snorlax =/ haizz tooo fffffaaattttt aarrrggghhh. =/

Ish. I gotta go. =/

-Kevin-

Busy Days =/

I have busy these days… But out of desperation…

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By the way, I am just ok lo, calculus still killing me. =/

Universities need to apply, so have to think twice on which ones to apply.

Still playing guitar, trying to be a better player.. Haha.

Not playing games nowadays, no time T_T So sad right my life. Haiz..

Well, nowadays I look like this

the retard looking guy with black shirt. Haha. Not the stalker behind me. =/

Yeah. That would be the end of this post. xD

-Kevin-

Keningau trip.

=D I bought my W995 right before going back to Keningau. So.. I decided I should try the camera out immediately =D

I have had much fun in Keningau. Most of the time, the food is so nice that I even forgot the existence of my phone… thus the lack of photo =( Haha. Not only I have had the pleasure of enjoying tones of Raya cuisine, but I also enjoyed Chinese cookings prepared by my aunts =D Thanks to them, I enjoyed most of the food I really missed in just 2 meals. =D They really are professionals in this culinary area.

Most of my relatives commented that I have grown fatter.. which… is… I guess.. true? =D CUTE would be more correct. Hahaha… (shameless)

Sadly, this trip lacked something, fruits.. Since it is off season, I cant complain… But I cant help but to feel sad =C This reminds me of pesta buah-buahan.. where I stuffed myself with Durians. =D

Note: forgive the dark thing at the side of some photos. I am not a perfectionist. I am definitely not artistic. No, I don’t have skills in photography. Save your aesthetic comments. =D

Milo, my dog, looking out the window.. If you want to know what she is doing in the car… She is going with us.. @@

The humble vehicle. Two door. Four wheels. =D

The house where my dad grew up in. =D And where I have stayed during the trip.

Erm…. erm…. some random puppy.

Bio students. Is this a duck?

Buffalo =D They are scared of me =D

Paddy field behind my/my dad’s/my grandma’s house =D

Had an artistic moment… which… resulted…

More Dawgs!

Reminds me of some… freaky.. lazy… cat..

The 1st house I went raya to =D

 

Samson playing left for dead 2 on my laptop. (cause we were bored)

My brother, Sheldon, playing PSP. I can bet you 100 that he was playing FIFA.

Err.. Yeah… That’s about it. Its little, but what to do. I duno how to take pics also =( Ha-ha..

Grr…. another week, and I will have to go back to that forsaken place. Have to enjoy my last week here =( Gotta have fffffffuuuuuunnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!

No. No random emo stuff this week. =D

GOTTA HAVE FFFFFUUUUNNNNNN

-Kevin-

Some snapshots.

After playing for 6 months. I have decided to put some snapshots of my games  of Modern Warfare 2 in. ha-ha. I am not all that good. but I am quite ok I guess. ha-ha-ha.

So, this is me playing my sniper class in the map Afghan. Secondary is Akimbo G18. Don’t judge me. Throwing knives and stun grenade as equipment. Sleight of hand, Stopping Power, and Steady aim as perks.

The above picture shows me getting first blood. Awesome. haha.

I stood up behind a rock and sniped him, whilst getting headshot =D

Ballz Underdog. That’s me. score is just average I guess. ha-ha.

The rest of the game I panicked. No time for snapshots cause a guy with knifing perks is running around. Got me paranoid cause he caught me pants down a few times.

I think overall. The game was worth it! But now I cant wait for Black Ops to come out. ha-ha-ha.

Other than games. I cooked too! =D

This is what it looks like Ha-ha.

Hmm….. This was for the Gathering at John’s house I helped a bit only.

 

=D this was my dinner tonight. xD looks better than Bistro ahahah.

My food expedition. xD

This is Tuaran mee at the shop I like to eat it. fried with yellow wine. Um nom-nom-nom-nom-nom. xD

If u said my choice is basically oily… well… Hahah. I am fat I guess. xD

Until my next post. I am still enjoying KK.

-Kevin-

Dandelion seeds

Walking by…. I see a bunch of dandelions growing by the sidewalk. With no further thinking, I immediately grasp a handful of the seeds just see and feel how the seeds really looked and felt like.

All I saw was beauty indescribable and I was amazed by just a few simple and identical seeds. After that, I wanted to bring it back home, and place it in someplace where I can keep it.

Then I was faced with a thought. If I keep the seeds, it will never grow. If I let the seeds go right there right then, It will never be mine. If I planted it somewhere at home, it will never look as good as those which grows along with other dandelions. Furthermore, my mom will whack me for planting weeds at home. Not the narcotics weed.

Then I thought, was it ever mine in the first place? Not only that, I will be prohibiting the seeds growth by keeping it.

With that thought, I gazed at the afternoon sun glaring at me, gently letting go of the seeds in the process. A breeze came by, and lifted those pretty dandelion seeds off my hand. I watched as the wind blew the seeds off into the horizon. My trail of thought stopped, when I see of the seeds no more.

With a weak smile, I walked into the house as my stomach grumbled.

I am going HOME! =D

The feeling of being able to go home is just so indescribable. I feel like a drop of water. Fell on a mountain. Drifted to the sea. Purified. Evaporated. And then now I am coming back to the mountain again. The mountain is called HOME =D

List of of to do when I do go back: 1)Go sing K with Friends.

                                                                        2)Get a new phone. Harap lah.

                                                                         3)Play my bro’s PSP.

                                                                        4)Study Cal 2

                                                                        5)finish up my dossier crap.

                                                                        6)Go out jalan jalan with my buddies.

                                                                        7)Eat up all the food I love in Sabah.

                                                                        8)Cook!

                                                                         9)Hope to pinjam the cam from Bro.

                                                                        10)Criticize Phoebe’s hair.

                                                                        11) Eat up all the fruits in my house.

                                                                        12) Find avocado.

                                                                        13)Play firecrackers.

                                                                         14) blast music in my room.

Haha… so much to do.. so little time.. Hmm…. Guess I gotta make time for everything. Hahaha… Still reading “The Pig that Wants To Be Eaten.” Gotta say, It has some interesting ideas to be pondered upon. =D

Hmm.. just a random late night post.. Gotta Sleep.

Since People always end with something here..

*BARK!*

-Kevin-

It saddens me..

It really does… Racism. It is still there, after year of “independence”.

How long does it take for the idea that all humans are equal to settle into racist minds? You know what I am talking about. Oh yes you do. Just look at the recent news. Racism racism, racist attacks, racist statement. Oh so you think you are superior? Get real.

Must this be how this country is going to fall apart? Due to racism? Truth is, this country was no where near the top from the start. But do they really want to destroy the little that is left here? Hard to admit, yes, but this is still the place I call home. I won’t deny it. It is the country that sandwiches Singapore. Its Malaysia. I love Malaysia, but sadly, Malaysia seems to hate its people.

Saw reports of racist attacks on the eve of “Independence” day itself. You gotta be kidding me right? Are you really kidding me? People with this mindset still exist? Hahaha. I am confused. Where are they bred exactly? No, I am not going to curse. Not on my blog. But these people seriously deserve a kick in the teeth. Causing racial tension everywhere in this country.

Some more got people say out loud that Chinese people should go back to China. Indians to India.. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? OMG, such people still exist? No, I won’t criticize the person, or condemn them. I just want to know, where do they plant that idea into you people? And how? INCEPTION ISSIT??    ):<

Namewee took a bold front with his video and showed the anger of us, the “minority” races in Malaysia. But I have to admit. It really really saddens me to see such happening in M’sia.. Every time I look at people who are racist minded, I can’t help but to feel a hint of sadness in my heart.. Racism is like a disease.. and apparently Malaysia is very sick..

We ain’t got the cure, because we ARE the cure. Guys and girls, I challenge you, don’t just think of running away from this place. Please do commit this country into your prayers. Better still, be the change! Vote! If you have reached the correct age that is. Better still, identify racist people. Be nice to them. Don’t lash out on them. Treat them like a friend. Let them know that we ain’t much different from them too. No matter how bad they have been brainwashed, I believe that our genuine acts of love will touch those people who thinks in such ways.

Maybe one day, this country will be a much better place. But until then, I urge that all of us have patience against such acts and speeches of racism. Until that day comes, I pray that all of us will be able to continue to be the change in this place, no matter how bad the situation becomes.

We gon find you!

Please watch =D

INTEC is like another planet.

The gathering of the aliens. Unbelievable. Today, during the election speeches, I found out that my juniors are nothing short of weird and damn weird. Although non of them beats Bro …. but they are still super weird. Weird as in weird in an awesome way LOL.

But still, its just a few months in, and I bet not everyone has shown their own true “color” yet. I bet they are going to take of their “façade” after some time. And that’s when I shall see if there will be another future PM in our midst.

But Of course, when people speak, you can sort of analyze them a bit. I found out that there are people who are full of potential and those might take up the baton of being the future PM. I HOPEx100000 that there will be another of a political wannabe in our midst. So that I can LOL my way for another year till the end of my stay here. xD Unfortunately, all I see in the juniors is the milder version of our ex-future PM. T_T so sad.

Moving On~ I am healthy and getting fatter, for those who care. My hair is also very short now. Plus, I am doing bad for my current semester. Lunch is a pain since I have to take crap from ALM and AUSMAT. I don’t exercise much since my life is filled with activities. I do play game a lot and I ain’t going to stop. =D And no, I do not DOTA. *whips up dual g18*

For the past few weeks, me Nat and Marie have been obsessed with Mr. Horatio Caine =D His superb one liners make me wanna say YYYYEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHh!!!!!!!!! Haha. Soon I might just pull out a sunglass before I answer you!! xD (eeww this resembles Bro….)

Haiz… It always sucks, when you are stuck in a corner that will make you sad no matter what you do. It is so hard! I can’t put my mind on other stuff If I don’t handle it, but I can’t handle it cause it might be devastating. Hmmm…. Darn It. I think I just have to be patient.

By the way, I think I am running out of topic. Since ,these few days, nothing has really happened. Haha. So… Bye~

Counter Strike ain’t my thang!!

I lost the game. Hahaha.. xD CS tournament was held for our college just now. Well, me Nat and Darren lost the thing and got 2nd place. I gotta admit, after 1 Whole year of not playing CS, we are still not bad (: But truly, CS aint my thang! I seriously felt dizzy after playing in the CS tournament just now. It was not a pleasant experience since I don’t really like CS.

My week has been quite a weird one. I started off the week with joy, which lead to disappointment, which lead to anger, which lead to feelings of uncertainty. Haha.. ask me privately lol if u wana know.

I gotta save on cash =( since my bank is slowly running empty and I will soon suffer the consequences if I don’t stop my spending.

Now I am also trying (trying ok?) to serve more LOL… For the benefit of all my juniors… and for my own personal growth. Gotta read the Bible more. Argh. This feeling of trying to rise up feels so weird.

Now that I have gotten my physics book, I seriously need to start studying and stop fooling around. If not, tests and quizzes will come and bite me on my ass.

Oh, and someone decided to give me yet another nickname. Emo elmo. Thank goodness no one has seen the post in facebook. =.= If not that name is gonna sound so weird on me, considering that I don’t have red hair. hahaha…

OMG I am so tired… I need a rest. Sleep sleep.

Yeah!

Yeah! xD this new semester is a Blast! Nah, I am not gonna tell you why in this paragraph! xD

1st: INPRO!!!!! erm, my chess team got 2nd place, despite all odds. =D but ADFP was bashed in basketball by the other programs. FYI I am in the american program. =(     hopefully we can win the parade and the frisbee~! Thanks to both the ping pong team and the badminton team for winnning us gold medals! I love you guys! I am playing as the Bodyguard for Obama a.k.a. Najmi. =D its gonna be tonnes of fun. I will pray everyday so that ADFP will win INPRO for the forth year in a row. =D

2nd: Erm. Relaxing timetable. =D my timetable really really relaxing. I hope it continues to be so for the rest of the semester, so that I can continue to do what I do everyday. =D I will never wish for anything remote to spring semester again =D I HOPE NOTHING CHANGES xDDDDD…

3rd: At least, now I am like a real college student. =D I have a social life, a gaming life, church life and study life. Which my previous sems, I lack social life LOL. AHAHAH… Going out with lots of people every week, and the fun never seems to end. =D I do hope this continues LOL. Now, I truly believe that the location of where u live seriously affects your lifestyle. Last time it was all about games and more games, but now, I am busy with a lot of people stuff. I gotta admit, I enjoy it! It gives me a great feeling whenever my juniors laugh, or smile or just feel happy. It gives me the satisfaction of being a Senior.

4th: Awesome juniors. My juniors have been nothing short from awesome. They are a bunch of cool people, and I’d be proud to introduce them to you. But then again, time constraints =D They are always sporting and although we seniors are a weird bunch of people, they don’t seem to shy away from us, which makes me very very relieved. =D But according to some of the juniors, I am very weird. LOL, I think I am just average in this mutation pool. ==

5th: I have been joining around all the sports (with the privilege of A SENIOr) and  I have found my love for my previous sport, ping pong =D its soso much fun to just hit that mini ball back to the other side of the table with skillssssss (unlike tennis where u whack the ostrich egg back William. =D) Had a fun time with Raffique yesterday and found out that I still can hold the bat LOL. Although I  gotta admit I suck really bad at even returning the ball xDDDD

6th: Now that I live on the 5th floor….. SPAM MUSIC BABEH!! I can leave the speakers at max even after 12 and no one complains!! WOhooo!! xDD this is soooo much better than cendana, where if I blast the music, people will be chasing us around with surat amaran. Ahahaha… and we can just laugh our lungs out every night and no one cares!! xD Happy!!

7th: The bus to cemara akasia is much more frequent than the ones back to cendana. This means that I can leave anytime and I will still be able to make it back to cendana in time. =D its soooooo nicceeeee xDDD

Everyone gets a new beginning, and I believe this is my new beginning, I don’t need to change much, just gotta do it better this time. I hope I don’t mess anything up right here right now. =D and so, this is my last line for this post. This is the last last line. Last last last line. last last last last line. =D

Summer Break

So, My summer can be classified under unproductive. Did almost nothing to make the Holiday worthwhile. Did not even game much nowadays..

Been sick for 2 weeks now. Not exactly a holiday that I expect. Waking up in the morning feeling like hell is burning in your throat is definitely not nice.

Hmm… Have tones of goodie bags to distribute to the juniors. But I really do not know where to start… Hope I can start today.

Plainly, I am disappointed with this years world cup. Action is at an all time low. Not much craziness from the players this year.. Sad Sad… Team quality buruk sommore in some teams.. Haiz.. I don’t really care about Spain or Netherlands. They can go kick watermelons for all I care.

3rd and 4th place? Did Paul make a prediction again? ahaha.. i don’t really care LOL.

Oh Yeah… I forgot, I met up with my juniors yesterday at Bak Kut Teh trip to Klang. Yeah. They are a cool bunch I guess. But then again, I have only met the females.. Hmm… I hope the males are not a nerdy bunch… Just hope they are crazy whacky party animals! Wait! no lah.. as long as lively enough la.. ahah.

Oh Yeah, I forgot, next Semester is coming soon! NOooooooo!!! I don’t want to study T_T I wanna party everyday!~ zzz…. In the End, I still have to study. After 2 months of break, I have to start studying like crazy again. Not exactly the kind of life I was hoping though. Ahaha..

So, school is starting soon, and I have the juniors to take care of. Sommore got Uni application to crap around with. Goodbye the Happy days and Hello Suffering.

Goodbyes, Holidays and Ampang Trip!

So, It is the holidays now! A little update on my life would be that I have moved in to Cemara, and I find this place very interesting compared to Cendana. I would have to state officially that Cendana is such a boring place and we have been missing out on so much things that are both good and happening in Cemara. Food, Shopping and more. I lazy wanna explain. =.= Forgive me.

So, My Summer sem was a relaxing, calming and most importantly, eye opening experience. I have learned Psychology!! Wee!! but that does not mean your next Psychiatrist appointment would be done with me. Four days of none schooling days in a week sure gets that laziness in my bones going! Sleep! Play! Eat! Play! Sleep! (general routine)

My Condolences *ops* Congratulations to Mr Hobart, Mr William, Mr Lim, Ms Li Yen, who would be flying soon (one year/kiasu). They are my good friends and (I think) I will miss them. I hope (a very weak word) they too will miss me.

Worst still, the MARA students are leaving. Which means only a handful of ADFP students will advance to the next level, ACTP. (SHOUT OUT to Syafiq Hazmie who I think should be voted the coolest guy in ADFP, Hope you enjoy the States!) We will be a very lonely bunch right here in Cemara.

“It is in the midst of the crowd, where you will experience the worst of loneliness.” – Unknown, and most likely i quoted it wrong. (whocares)

The Holidays!!!! And I have no more plans. Maybe I should go kacau the female juniors. Since the juniors are moving here soon, I think its good that I can go and make a good impression on the fe…… *slaps own face* juniors. Yeah!!! Ahaha. Games I have Mass Effect 2, but I hadnt started DL on mass Effect 1 yet… =.= I want to “feel the continuity of the story – Nathaniel”….. ZZZ I am stucked in my room with a Pau… =.= ZZZ *eats the pau* *gulp*

Hmm.. AMPANG!!! Ahaha.. I went to Chi Liang’s house to stay for quite a few days. Sorry, no photos. Erm.. The most notable achievements while I was there was that I ate Ampang Nyong Tauhu and Ampang Chicken Rice. Hmm.. Well, what I can say about my trip was that it showed me how different food can be in terms of flavour and texture even though its of the same name.. Nah, I dont know how to explain it to you guys using the “mighty” keyboard… zzzzz…… All in all, the chicken rice and the tauhu passed my “GOOD” marker. Why? All that hype from people around me who keeps exaggerating how AWESOME it is made me raise the expectation bar sky-high. Some even claim it to be orgasmic (Nat again.) Well… In the end, I thought it was just decent. Good enough for me to eat it over and over, but not good enough to make me say –ORGASMIC- (like Nat). If you do think it is really nice, maybe its just my taste bud.

So, there you have it. A good month being summed into a few paragraphs. There are certain stuff that I choose to.. erm.. keep in secrecy…. AHAHAHA… Joke. I will try to update my blog more often, If more stuff happens in my life that is. Ahah. And hey, I think a lot is gonna happen over the period where the juniors have their orientation.. So.. Hello f…. *slap* Hello juniors!

Looking Forward to Moving...

So I am moving to Cemara this week... Looking forward to it haha.. Packing!

I really hope the Wimax there can tahan the our consumption… If not Imma complaining until they bleed from their eardrums….

Currently downloading DoW2-Chaos Rising… I wana play it muahaha… I loved DoW2 lol.. A good 30 hour of my life gone. hahah… And I hope the download does not slow down at Cemara LOL….

Burh… Basketball… We can have the good courts at Cemara :D WEE!!

++++ We can have better bus services! SCREW YOU CENDANA BUS!!!

Fuh.. Unbelievably… WIlliam is Playing DOTA lol… Nat is gonna start too.. Hahaha… Our temporary clan in our dorm, consists of Me, Brian, Darren, Aaron YAP, and Howard will be competing in the ATUSA recreational week. HELL YEAH WE GONNA TRAIN LIKE FREAKS!! Gonna WHACK SOME BUTTS….. (But I hadnt play in like a year.. T.T) Holy smokes.. I hope we can win T>T I wan Hampers and vouchers…

ATU night to worry about some more… They all talk about getting date LOL… For me? Nah. These Prom stuff is just crap.. Haha… Go there and have fun only lah… Haha..

Tired of Sleeping Nowadays.. So I am either playing DOta or COD6… zzz super super sien… DOW2-CR not yet download finiz!! SIENZ! I wan try out the multiplayer with NAT muahaha..!!!! (PAWN HIM)

Bah… Tired and no idea dy… That’s all I would tell u guys this time round lah K?

what the verse says that God loves you ?

basically... alot of verses? LOL... Read the Bible~ haha..

Ask me anything

don't you like soccer??

erm.. not really.. haha... FYI i dont like watching sports as much as doing it...

Ask me anything

Nothing much. Just about today.

This wont be a long post.. All I want to say is that I went out today to eat CHINESE FOOODDD! Yeah char sau, sau rou, ji fan. Thats it. Played that weird football thing on the table with the spinnning figures. Hahah..

Yeah. SO. Shout out to Lawrence and Rouffy for tubing me into oblivion with their guns.

Erm.. yeah. The line still sucks after the whole block of ALevel and AUSMAT people move out to Cemara. Darn this Wimax. What excuse again?

I wanna be a billionaire. Haha.. Nice song. By sleeping after playing that song, I bet my sleep will be filled with fantasies with money and women. Joke!  Filling up my dream journal with those dreams will surely help me get good scores in psychology.

Just watched Law Abiding Citizen just now. Not bad movie. A bit sad. But it really has some things for me to ponder on. Just watch it and you’ll understand.

Grr.. Hahaha… Dont know what to say about today. I guess boring is an adjective.. Haha.. Byes. Whoever you are, see ya soon.

Jealousy/envy? And various other stuff.

So, tell me. What's so great about clubbing =.= I don't fancy paying 100+ just for a night full of head banging, spoilt eardrums, clouded judgment and pretty women (oooooooo). 

So, I decided to pass on clubbing and went to Homes instead. Wheee~~ Great food, warm people, encouraging Word, nice fellowship, and more good food whee~~ I seriously thanks myself for not choosing to go clubbing lol.

And no, i am not jealous of them in da club~~

So, jealousy….. What is jealousy? Being bitter about your friend having a gorgeous girlfriend? Wishing that you went and had fun with your friends drinking in da club? hehehe….  For me arh… I am jealous all the time… Heehehhe…. What I am jealous about? That’s for you to guess... (because you will never guess it also haha)

SO, I finished up Lost for season 1-5 last week… gotta tell ya, it gets kinda pointless after the first few seasons.

Did my psychology first test too. Now I think Psychology is awesome. If I have any chance to get my hands on psychology related courses… I will!

My Dorm is seriously becoming a COD4 nest. Everybody is playing. So everyday we have around 10 people blasting away in COD4. Retard tubers, flashers, stunners, and campers. Being a “veteran” COD player, I think that these people can play really well @@….

ARGGGHHH cannot play NFS: SHIFT…. GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I hate my laptop lol.

I look forward to seeing my brother and playing his psp and basketball with him. I miss my mom my dad my grandma my bro and Milo(the dog)!!

Current favorite music? Pitbull – shut it down…. Hahaha… Joke.

Stargate Universe Started again! Whee, I hate the sex xxx parts though. Its like it does not fit the storyline and makes all the women in the show whorish.

If you are reading this, most likely you are my friends or family. So, I’d like to say I love you all. To any random person out there, I love the world, and most importantly the people in it. Jesus loves you. Over and Out.

Free but not free

Ah, yes. The much anticipated summer semester. Well, now i am having tonnees of fun and sleep everyday since my class hours are only 6 hours per week. WhheEEE.. mMUAHAHA.!

bUT I am both free and not free. Why? I have lots of free time. Yes. But I have already planned what to do in these free time. What to do? Modern Warfare 2 WHEEE~ dun get me wrong here... I dont game whole day.. We do have our own fun too, like basketball, talk crap, SMS, and ... MORE GAMES..

Currently playing Borderlands too. Borderlands deserves a round of applause for its intense gameplay and its funny storyline along with the very very very weird characters. haha.

Back to modern warfare 2.. The game starts to irritate me due to the freaking aimbots and wallhackers... If they want to play that please go play counter strike(with bots). Dun spoil my fun.Freaking noobs. Haiz... Sien. Nowadays people desperate for nuke. haiz...

Well back to life, I think I am losing weight =0 Muahaha. Whats more, we all started to play sports again whee~ after the freaking spring sem.. T>T Hope can get back into shape soon Muahaha.! Soon I shall be like an athelete =P

Darn. My handphone spoil liao, so now I cant use my handphone anymore T>T so revert back to a very old version of nokia. haiz.... sms is such a pain lol.

Haiz.. listening to depressing songs nowadays is such fun lol. Gives me a type of feel everytime i do. haha.

Good days ahead of me. I shall enjoy my life to the fullest before Fall semester befalls me. Haiz. TO all my frens in KK, dun say u miss me LOL. Haha.

Hmm, Before School Starts Again.

Hey, I watched Iron Man 2, guess what? It was just an ok. The ending wasnt all that awesome, and the basics of the storyline is almost same as the first movie. GO watch and you'll understand.

And Hooray! The Malay Stalls has reopened. This means we do not need to go to Dawood oredy lu!!! Gahaha!

Hmm just bought a new earphone luo~~ Hahaha.. It's blue in color, which represent serenity, or something else,or... NVM.

So, on last Thursday, me Nat, Howard, Darren went to a Klang Bak Kut Teh shop to eat Bak Kut Teh. Nyam nyam... Haahah.. It tasted heavenly, and.. Nah, I will fail to describe it correctly, go taste it for yourself. It is at taman Rashna, Klang.

I went to Carl's Junior too, which tasted superb. NOt only it has the quality, it also has the quantity to fulfil my stomach.

Darn!! Class starts tomorrow, and I have to prepare for it today. Not that I am whining but going to class is such a pain... Boring boring boring...

I think I am gonna fail my exam.. THe result has not been announced yet, but I do have a bad feeling.. Haiz.. Nah, lets put that aside.

A new semester, means a new beginning for my life in INTEC. Maybe from here on I will do better, or maybe I will be worst off than before. But no matter what happens, I noe I will survive. MUAHAHA.

The Past Month

Movie? Kick Ass. Mind you of some gore n vulgarities and some really American value. Other than that, awesome. I aint gonna spoil the fun for you, so go and watch it. SUPPORT it cause its better than some really bull movies i have watched.

Hmm.. Finally Spring sem is over, along with my dream of getting any sort of good grades at al :( I aint smart... but i tried my hardest. This is the time where I have tried anything at all. (lawl that sounded sad.)

Bah.. Back to My dorm... From? Genting!!! Whee!!!!BLek!!! here is the link for the photos lol. ()

Seriously had fun with Darren, MArie, Nathaniel and Howard. You guys HAVE to check out photos of Darren, soooo dumb. (thk Goodness he does not read my blog :P)

Omg.. back here in this forsaken place again.. Need to buy a sweater, belt, earphone, pillow, basketball and more. GUess what? I am outta cash.. DARN IT! Silly money! Everytime also burn so fast. Now that the Malay Stalls are gone again we are stuck with Dawood! These Guys must be damn good considering that they manage to spark a conspiracy to get rid of the cheap Malay Stalls. I sound like a politician. Hmm.. BURN ME ALIVE BABEH!

Well, for the very sad part of my post, I would say that I feel pity for some people. People who fail to see the world in another's view and another's perspective are like so stuck with themselves. They are so in love with themselves that they can't even see or feel or sense at all what people around them think about them.

Another type of people I feel bad for are those who are void of emotions except for anger. Why must there be so many sour people in this world? T.T

I can't say more. For If I do, they might know who they are, If they ever read my blog at all :P

Haha, how I feel right now? Hmm.. dissapointed about my semester, excited for the future, happy for my vacation, sad for some people and in love with myself :P

Life. Now. Sucks. Like. Crap.

No, you don't get what you pay for. Yeah just try to argue with me. I don't really mind anymore. Life's not fair. Deal with it. Effort placed into something is wasted. I'd rather I did nothing at all. let alone even lift a finger. Every night we stay up till 2am or 3am doing dumb stuff, and the PEOPLE cant even freaking lift up their pen and give us an A+. If they are lazy, they should go with an A, cause it has the same strokes as B, but only consist of straight line. If u wanted to say C, I am so gonna butcher you.

I hate this dumb crap semester. A semester full of wasted time and energy. Train us my head. Useless activities. Dumb-ass projects. Stupid and pointless presentations. torturous murderous assignments and more. Life sucks this semester. Oh Yeah, sure on the outside i look happy. But I am a person not a projector! I don't necessarily need to let my feelings be known to the public fools. I can be an pathetic rusty empty can on the inside. I do not desire to be pessimistic, but my eye seems to see the bad stuff. Why? Imagine a piece of white cloth. Place some black ink on it. it turns black. Where can u find a white spot after that? NOWHERE. No matter how far, how wide, how hard and how long you look at it, Its black. So? Pessimistic is not a way to live, its the only way to live.

Don't get me wrong. Pessimism is not cutting yourself up at night and crying all day long. Thats a sissy. Pessimism is the willingness to see beyond the facade. To willingly be one with the major percentage(failing).

"think of all the good times..." my ass. Seriously? If you can think of all the good times, you are too optimistic, for life. Optimistic people die first, as can be seen in most action movies. I am not trying to make you ungrateful about the things you have. But if you want to improve your life, you have to look towards the dark side of your life. Its the only part which desperately NEEDS improvement. The darkest parts that even you are scared to venture into are urgent! Think about things that you are unhappy with. Go kick some ass.

I want to give up. Serious. But looking back. I am so far away from where I have started. So many mistakes. So many dumb moves. So many dumb kevin. I am dumb. yes. I will accept it. But I cant stop now. I believe i can fix this mess of me. But if i fail, I will accept the fact (give up) that this path is not where I belong, and it was never meant for me. I shall turn my back on this road, and never look back. BUt I will regret, for I could have done better.

I Regret!

I regret joining AGT!! My guitar sounded like crap. Amp not working! Guitar out of tune! Piano sucked like crap. But what can we do.. Haiz.. I am not blaming the tool, for the tool does not choose to be crappy.... =.= I will never never join a performance anymore if the PA systems person sleeps at the back! Crappy day! for all singing performers. I officially hate INTEC sound system. They should let me in that room, see how I make it function the way they paid for it to be.

Haiz... If you think i am arrogant.. NO I am not.. I am just pissed!! From last year I tahan that system until now.. Even a good speech sound like a lullaby when it is filtered through that crappily tuned stuff. Enough anger.

OWH!! I loved group 11!!!! They are what you call quoting CHi Liang, "Hotter than hell, sweeter than Heaven!" omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!! Too Hawt for me to handle xD

So sad Marie's group din perform...
Best dance I think goes to... erm.... Yes! We think we can dance!

Hahaha... AND NO! I DONT CHOOSE A GROUP JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE RED CHILI PADI PEPPER SAMBAL HOT! FUH!!!

Believe me, I hate analysing a short video which is full of crap... Hate Critical thinking right now..

I wished I have the photos of group 11!!! I Lurv them!!

But for now.. Chow!

American Infernal Fiesta (AIF)

Hey Yo People!!!!

Last week has been a hell hole for ADFP students! Darn, everyday have to stay up til 3-4am for stupid events. Its, not over, but the worst has already come to pass. We had Halloween night, class parade, dodge ball, class forum, informative speech, pass up essay 2, research paper sourcing and many more. Conclusion: hell.

I have also taken my video for AGT night. It was suppose to look like american idol videos, but i guess we took it more like a vain show. Moving On, I have my AGT night to prepare for... so stress, but cannot get the will to practice..

CLass parade was a blast! We went there unprepared, way unprepared, but we got good reviews! Haha, unbelievable. I got punched in the face during our presentation, dammit. We did our theme based on The Incredibles. Cast, Mr incredible - Marie, Elastigirl - Li Yen, Invisible girl - Diane, The very fast boy - Rahman, Jack Jack the baby - Raffique(FTW xD). Haha... overall I LOVED class parade! Fun activity!

Halloween night was kinda boring, to me. I am never a fan of ghosts. Dressing up as one is even worst. So me and San Xiu took a cheap approach, Devil May Cry. We dressed up like Dante, without the coat. Darn! Haha, Quraish's video PAWNS! I mean like its str8 out from the Zombieland oven man! Parody is always better! haha.

Dodgeball? Nothing much to talk about. Lost 3 out of 4 rounds. Sad. BUT WOW, for a game that is played once a year, people can get so emotional. About to fight oredy one, but sadly our Head of Program go break up the riot.. Sad... Wait! i shud say i am happy that no one got hurt right? But I know you know me better 0.<

Bah! I participated in all events already, SO PLEASE LECTURER, gimme my MARKS!

Erm, pictures are limited, as you know i am not photogenic.

Our Theme, If you dont know what the incredibles is.

We posing under the sun ^^

Look at what????

I am so cool ( havnt pose oredy take.)

calling somebody.. ZZZ

Me Sanxiu, Liyen, Rachel

Me and Marie

Me and Amy and ROhan at the side like an Indian ROckstar

Me San XIu and SOo Chuan

Musically stressful week.

ARRGGHH! I swear to the Red Bull I am drinking that this week is gotta be the worst week ever..!!

First of all I was sick, stomachache, headache, feverish and more! I was already half dead but since I had to attend class so that i dont miss out... I attended class larh... Then feel like crap... Can do exercise but after that I feel like I had a brass band pounding in my head... Really crap larh..

Secondly, I had to play Guitar for four consecutive days LOL.. Not that I am complaining though, cause I had FUN, but its tiring fun larh... Hmm.. I played for Campus Alive, YAY! By The Way CA is AWESOME!!! And then I played for Amani and Chi Liang in our mini band. We sang secondhand serenade's fall for you!!WEEE, I sure have high hopes..

Thirdly, next week, I have a test, a forum, and a whole week of pointless fun to prepare for (Halloween nite, class parade, dodgeball, our band-if I qualify).Its gonna be hectic people! So...

Lemme show you my training times for my band hehe...

Looking at the score...

CHi Liang pro wei~!

My hands~~ My hands~~

Me n Chi Liang Practice

Chi Liang emo wif the song..

By Viewing the video.. You agree not to make fun of me or any of my teammates for all our mistakes.. T.T This is the audition kays..

Please I beg you dont laugh at my band kays... we a bit weird larh but still okays d barh...

Buarh! I got to go.. bye bye luo..

Nando's for Chap Goh Mei!

OMG!! On Chap Goh Mei night, me, Roy, Brian, Howard, Darren, Nat, William, Yap, Jerald, San Xiu, Hobart went To... Guess? Aiya.. read the title.. I thought thats what the system has taught u guys.. Hahaha..

So! I ordered Hot peri peri half chicken with rice and potato salad. AWW!! I regretted not calling for extra hot.. But i did spam on the Extra Hot sauce after that :D

Highlights? Yum~~~ Seng~~ Poor guys them.. they ordered a jug that cannot be refilled.. Me Nat Roy Howard and William ordered and shared a 2 bottomless cup (can be refilled!!). After counting.. we reached a total of seventeen refills ... OMG... I was like so full of 100 plus..

The Food was awesome.! The chicken was grilled to certain perfection and the rice was nice! The only dissapointing part was the potato salad.. T.T I guess what I like is kinda different from semenanjung.. Go Sabah!

Owh.. as i am typing this San Xiu is looking at me LOL.. Awkward... =.=

Barh Pics!

Bottomless drinks! xD

Jug drink can only pour 7 cups... compare THAT! Hahaha..

We separated tables, so this is what their table look like :D Yum~

half chicken wif couscous and potato salad

Mine!!

Half chicken wif fries and salad..

Conclusion: Nando's is not bad.. just prepare for a bad day after toilet experience if you spam on the hot sauce.. T.T