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So I have been at home for two months now. What have i done? I cant really describe everything in words right here. So, i will attach a few photos in this post and attempt to describe what those photo meant.... Yeah.. I know.. I am that boring..

Well, life here in KK.... Is kind of much better than life in Shah Alam. Compared to KK Shah Alam is hell on earth.

The reign of pork in my belly is almost over.. I am gonna go back to a no pork diet once more. Long live Sang Nyuk Mien T.T

My room... my beloved radio... is not gonna follow me... I hate earphones!!!!!!

No more exercise routines, no more 12 pm breakfast, no more music fest.

All that is left is misery.

Well, I am done talking, lets go to the photos shall we?

Entrance road to my taman

Constructing Shop lots = a lot of noise

swimming pool? Mosquito nest. Notice my bike? top left corner.

pros?

Yeah.. my dog.. Anything under the chair>?

view of 1 Borneo from my house

birds eye view of my taman.

my fren n me at phase 2 of my taman.

I swear i have nothing to do with this.

Even graffiti artists love micheal jackson.

Sharpshooter>?

The Rubbish hut where I get my bids eye view shots from. on top lah. look at the left hand side you can see the stairs.

Mode of Transport to KK town.

Tuaran road = jam in the evening. (not yet okays.)

Newly constructed shop lots in front of my house.

escape artists?

Too fat to fit through the bars.

Isnt My life "colourful" ? Hahaha. Well, at least these stuff provided me with something to enjoy for 2 months. Not bad eh?

Boring Days Ahead

HOLIDAYS = boredom

Any suggestions?

Oh, and I just connected my laptop to my desktop monitor. Doesnt look too bad.

Got a new haircut.

New clothes.

New shoe.

New pants.

Old brain.

Leaving KK on the 25th. How I hate to leave. But I also wonder how much more will I change once I leave? for the better? Or worst?

Everybody always wonder if they will be changed or not. But I'd rather ask myself, "will i stay the same?"

I keep on thinking, Is the reaction of the people around me a reflection of my being?

If it is, then I must suck a lot. hahaha.

Well. Enough of the doses of negativity. Lets go to the fun part!

Christmas means, SALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N I bought tonnes of clothes. well not tonnes but you get the point.

70%, 50%, 30%, 20%, 10%, so many discounts, and so hard to make a choice. DARN.

N This season aint complete without food. So please try out as many food as u can this season. (dont blame me if u get fat)

N MOST OF ALL. Go and support your church or a church nearby you at this festive season. Spread the Good News fellas.

Keep the smile on your face and have a nice holiday season.

On the 12th day of Christmas~~~~

Let the boring and overused Carols live on.

I will try to add photos into this post yeah. Sorry yeah ^^

my room in general.

December

December. A month of sadness. Last month of the year. A sign of another year wasted. What we have done in the past doesn’t matter now. Because it will all soon be just another page in our life that we could care less about.

December. A month of hope. Last month before next year. A month of hope. A time to set goals for the year to come. A time to envision the future. Because when January comes, there shall be no more time for planning.

Procrastination. What we do best. hmm…

too  emo @.@ fine.

This 2 days, i have played finish the game Call Of Duty 6 : Modern Warfare 2 THE GAME IS EPIC.

PLS PLAY IT. You will not regret playing it. Although the game is kinda harder than the first modern warfare series, it features a gameplay sooo  nice that the the way they reveal every part of the story is just breathtaking.

An extra feature namely SPEC OPS is also available in this call of duty installment. it lets you play a ranked based mini mission kind of thing. its a very nice way for newbies to train and for experts to hone their skills.

more choice of guns, breathtaking storytelling, and superb gameplay. I would give a 9.7 out of 10. a bit less than perfect due to the inability to crack the multiplayer easily T.T

Nicely done INFINITY WARD.

heartbeat sensor. fiction. but it sure is nice to have.

i’ve got a gun and i am not afraid to use it.

Up for a ride in the snow?

Jet pilot flying danger close.

Finally they have decided on soap’s looks and voice. aint he cool?

Thermal Sight. Smoke nades aint gonna smoke me.

 

Intervention sniper rifle scope. It sure can help land the bullet on a body.

Darn... Gt Many Request... so here it is... Our Video

This is basically the lamest video made for the campaign project in our class.. We campaigned against nuclear weapons basically.

Me, Zhi Yu, Royston and Soo Chuan filmed, edited, and directed this.

Its basically a video from youtube we edited... N YES I NOE ITS NOT A NUKE>>!! ITS JUST AN ATOM!! But we made it anyway... I Really hope that you guys enjoy watching this funny thing as we have enjoyed making it in one night Blekk~~

Adobe CS4 Premiere Pro Rocks. (although I suck at it)

Special Thanks to Our classmates who laughed at it.

And No Thanks to Dianne for making me upload it. =.=

If John sees this I would be soooo ashamed... haha..

Forgive me, for rosak-ing a originally good video.

Chance and Purpose

What do you believe in?

Chance? Or Purpose?

If everything were by chance, Probability should be the first chapter in Add Math,

If purpose guides everything in its course, Then everything we do have its consequences.

If the world happened by chance, then our existence would be meaningless.

But Purpose gives us hope and Dreams.

Some choose Chance as the explanation, trying to avoid the fact that they are the cause of what happened in their lives.

Some believe in Purpose, To justify their wrongdoings.

With chance, and a supercomputer, every happening is calculable, and the implications is all but mere numbers.

With purpose, a person is unpredictable, He against all impossible odds, will complete what he is here to do.

Chance is a rolling dice,

And

Purpose is a path to somewhere.

I can't say for sure which one i believe in yet.

But can you?

Live it.

Ma Dear.

My dear beloved,

I still remember how we first met,

In the midst of the hustle and bustle in a restaurant.

You came out of the kitchen,

looking so pure and innocent.

I would go to the shop from time to time,

In search of you.

We would spend hours upon hours staring at each other,

And I would be amazed by your calmness.

Soon, I had to move to a place far away,

though I was reluctant, I had no say.

It became an inconvenience to go to the shop we where we met,

The Indian shop at the corner.

Day after day, the feeling I had for you became a memory,

Days stretched to weeks and week stretched to months,

And finally, Months stretched to years,

And even the memory fade away.

Fast forward a few years and there I was at Shah Alam.

Sitting at an Indian shop, where I saw you again.

And you were with another man.

I asked for you, and you came to my table and sparks flew.

As I stirred my cup and looked at you, I could feel a void in you.

And as I drank away, you filled my empty and lonely heart again,

I can only express the feeling as creamy and bubbly.

Day and night I had made it a point to meet u there,

Where I can feel whole with you again.

Then came a time when we had to part,

And I promised to see you again in KK.

Vivid in my memory, I was walking in a store,

And I saw you there, sitting in a corner

As though you have been crushed and dried into powder.

"Oh! How I longed for you"

I said as I held u with my hands.

That was the day you came home with me.

I laid you on the table, and after preparing awhile,

our lips touched.

I can taste your distinct flavor on my tongue,

Your warmth could have melted the ice caps,

Your scent awakened the beast in me.

You rested in my hands as i carried you up into my room,

where I experience un-foretold pleasure.

Next Morning when I rose up,

There you were sitting in my kitchen.

Right there I embraced you with my hands,

and swore to never leave you again.

My dear.

My very dear dear,

Instant Teh Tarik

(Now available in stores)

Visit back to Ma Hometown

Well, I've got to say that this visit back to Keningau was far less than what I have had expected it to be.

For the first time in my life, I was not satisfied with going back to my hometown.

Okay... Let's start wit the fun part...

1st of all we have collected lots of fruits.. LOTS OF IT!!! Blah.. I hate mango already.. Thinking of fruits will surely make me puke right about now. EWWWW!!

Then I have got lots of animals!!! yay!! Cows!!! Yeah.. i duno why but the calf seem to like me. Maybe I smelt like grass that time.. Wee~~ The dogs there hate me btw.. maybe I never had the chance to feed them.. BOOO dogs.. BOOO!!! Ducks are shy creatures.. ZZZ N there is a particular dog at my aunts house that was supposedly "playing" with us but apparently is just trying to bite me. Darn I have got a mark on my hand..

Did some fishing. Imagine pulling out the organs of a still moving fish... Eww... I had to do that..

Okays.. Other than that, my life there for the past few days was visiting relatives and sitting at home (BORING) =.= I am not complaining but COME ON.

Oh, the temperature there at night is addictive.. Cold but not too cold... Makes you wanna stay up all night and feel it on your skin.

Quarreling with my parents... SMS from time to time is my regular routine.

Oh yeah, and to all you Eragon fan, Brisingr is NICE.

To all of you that are oblivious to your surroundings, Brisingr is the third book of the Inheritance saga. (Not trilogy anymore - curse you Christopher Paolini)

Fuh.. By The way.. I just deactivated my facebook.. I think its a waste of time.Why??? ZZZ see for yourselves.. How much time you spent on facebook a day? Can you imagine if facebook never existed? Blah.. Wadever lah.. I just dun wana get addicted to that garbage... If you got a problem... Then think for your own self...

Blah Blah... Heartbreakers. Hmm.. Sorry lah.. I dun have a cam wif me.. sooo.. no pics.. ^^ Blah (I never had a cam anyways..) N Thx for reading... (Nah Bee Keng sudah lah i update at midnight ni...)

It’s been a long time.

Lets just put it this way. I have been busy.

TV shows:

I have been watching stuff ranging from

chuck

house

verdict? Not bad… I lost my streamyx so can never download liao cry cry cries…..

Games:

My newest collection features, teng teng teng teng~~~~

Dragon Age Origins wakakaka…

My rating would be a 8/10 for the game..

They are so scared of piracy that some of your quests is DLC. dammit.

Then you die too fast, and potions are not always readily available… (whrs my cleric!!!)

Thats ur interface for d game (lightning strike!!!)

D game is a very strategy and open ended game.

UUUUUU decide. wadever u do. Skills, chats, party, attributes, people’s life and death and to hlp or to watch as ppl suffer. Your choice. wakaka. I am kind at heart so… hehe. and you are not rated by what you do… just that your option with the person decreases as their liking of you decreases. and sadly one of the options is sex. NO I DIN TRY TO MAKE THEM DO IT U PERVS>>>

Other problems would be that i hate enemies, cause all of them has a built in 2~3 sec stun. which is a terrible thing for your party. And you dont get an elmental mage till later in the game.. T.T  no area spam babes… unless u chose to be a mage (tauhu)

Blah, Assasins creed, intersting but too time consuming. =.= And people..

YOU LIFE LESS PEOPLE, Stop dota lah. hahahah jokes..

TRIP:

Yeah, and I went to kundasang, but i cant show u guys my pic CZ I DIN TAKE ANY. didnt it occur to you i am not a cam whore? Just go to fiona and ooi xin kenn and sydney’s photo albums… heheh… Phoebe and the fish… will be the next beauty and the beast parody… Nudge goh n plea him to upload d vid.. =.= kekeke..

Bah… about 2012

There has been LOTS of people who think 2012 is just plain crap… Haha.. well.. Average movie, Farfetched. At least if features some of the more emotional sides of a real doomsday compared to plain scientific crap that it mentioned in the movie. Scientists said so =.= Sacrifice and all that crap is what makes the movie nice… other than that… zzzzz 6/10

I only liked time for miracles sung by adam lambert in the end of the movie. Hahaha..

Ui. Next time lah… I am tired of typing about life. Gotta go and live it. So long Bros and Sis. (GET OFF UR COM KEVIN) (WADEVER MOM)

All American Rejects

Let me talk about my experience of going to the all American rejects concert.

For all of you who didn't know, I got he concert ticket for free by subscribing to DIGI music xD

I went there basically by KTM lRT and Commuter =.= 1 hour plus journey.

Before the concert started, I went and eat bakso at a nearby shop. Nice ha-ha. queuing up is a pain in the ass. Not to mention we waited in line for one full hour. the line was basically 200 meters long. why? bcz, its all American rejects baby!

So… after queuing up for a frigin 200 meters, i went on into the stadium and wala… nothg was happenning. not yet. Pop Shuvit, Disagree, One buck short, Estrella, were our local singers that went on stage 1st. They were great. i loved them. People were going crazy already even though it was just our local band.

Then it happened. what happened? Commercial stream for a full hour. We had to stand up and watch commercials for one full hour. I was about to go crazy man. Then at the moment of hour dispair, we heard the drums rolling and the crowd went crazy.

Bugga. crazy people do exist in Bukit Jalil. I can barely stand up. Bukit Jalil was shaking man! AAR just made the crowd wild.10.0 on the richter scale haha. Blasting. Move Along, It Ends Tonight, Dirty lil Secret, and more songs were sung during the concert. Oh! I wanna tooo. ha-ha.

There were old people present at the scene too. ????? young at heart I suppose.

AAR left the stage and people thought the concert was over and started going back. Me and my friend went to the front. Suddenly, AAR went back on stage and sang when the wind blows. Ha-ha. Then he basically talked about Malaysia for a while. He almost blurted out the f word haha. In a good sense. Lembaga music was happy that night due to the lack of misconducts by AAR (damnit).

Final Song guess wad? Gives You Hell lah! After that the concert was obviously over and people went home straight after. As for me I went to KL Sentral McD to sleep. Of course got friends lah.. Blasting! Ha-ha

damn long line.

our local bands (sry i cant get in front due to fatty tissues)

AAR ( best shot. =.=)

Thats Tyson in an Indian suit. Ha-ha

Bugga blur shots.

Best shot yet.

Gives you hell

Group Pic. (see my reluctance?)

No pics in McD. Not a good scene olso. Thats It lah xD

Exams, exams, and freedom.

 

Bodoh Punya exam. Thats all i can say.. All this crappy examination has taken its toll on me. Bugga. if u want real evidence, take a look at this pic.

thats how all the ADFP students look like right now. oh well, exam is gone. so here i am typing some crap on the internet.. =.=

eeee all american rejects. I have downloaded their album just to b ready for d concert xD . 

Enough of AAR. talk about them after i have successfully return from there.

Ah yes the sweet smell of the shores of Sabah. Cant wait to get back. I love Sabah. Y? Becz of our friendly chinese animal. haha. they taste better than beef xD. right now i long for a bowl of mee soup wif our friendly animal inside.. hahaha poor things.. they dont deserve it.. but since they are around.. they are unlucky. haha.

Even if the sky is falling down~~~~ yeah jay sean.. haha. tat guy sings nice. hah. Hmm.. Naruto is getting from draggy to draggier. its getting kinda stupid now.

N now i am damn pissed bcz tat stupid bus ….. haiz..

this is the story

Me n my fren went futsal

the weather became raining.

we became wet and ran to the bus.

then the bus was full, the weather was cold, and we were wet,

recipe for disaster. n tat guy went onto another bus, watches a chinese soap on TV3 for the next hour. i was about to give out some serious exclamation marks. =.= b4 tat happens he managed to finish watching the soap. moral of the story? immoral beasts..

Enuf of those… Bah… I will report more on Monday when I go back to KK..

Worthless zombies

We are so like zombies nowadays. its either school or internet. nothing else. this destructive trend lead by none other than my roommate, William, is pretty much gonna kill us all soon enough. That son of a…..

Enough of him. me on the other hand, has finished watching prison break season 1 to 4… hahaha here is the proof..

hahaha… isnt that cool.

we also have been infected by the virus called NEED FOR SPEED : Most wanted.

Isnt it unfortunate that i have become something less than a human.? a zombie that stays in front of the computer…. I think i need a life..

oh yeah, i forgot to mention that i hate doing a campaign.. Campaign for a cause? oh cmon! i can sell something or give a motivational talk much better than talkin about some humanitarian activist job…

Oh. FYI, heroes season 4 is kinda boring.. its story progression is so slow that i can sum up each episode in one word. SLOW. Prison Break still owns.

Book review!!! My book is called “Fear  NO Evil” its about a guy who is stupid enough to get stuck in prison for 9 years. Great. Its about being behind bars and more bars. What a breakthrough. BTW the guy i was talking about was one of the ministers of Israel. OOOPPS. =.=

Hmm… I guess thats all =.= we’re screwed.

SAT Sunway and Life

SAT is over. YAY. i don't know how to explain this feeling. It’s more than joy, it was as if I was being released from a cage. A cage that has trapped me for the last few months. Torment. Pain. Tears (yeah right). Emotional turmoil (you got that right). AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH… Lets not go back there again. But I kinda miss it too. Its like getting divorced. Mixed feelings.. Hmm… What am I talking about here… Lets move on.. SAT I could care less now. (see I told you its like divorce)

Ah yes. The after SAT mood. everyone wanna party yo~ But I End Up at Sunway doing nothing except Playing pool, archery and watching people ice-skating. My friend even got to touch a girl T.T (not that i want to) We are all “happy” for him bha. We are gonna “help” him. ^^ Enough of that crap. And now I am so disappointed that I have got free tickets to the All American Rejects concert. U wan d ticket???? Hahahaha. Dream On. I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you~~~~~

Life has not been nice to us. I mean me. Argh. Must keep my mouth shut. Stardust is not a bad movie. Its a nice dating movie. GO guys GO~!! I am now indulging in to both Prison Break and Heroes series. Not BAD!!Both of these series are nice.Recommended.

 

Two more week before I set foot in KK again. Gonna fix all my mistakes.. I dont do resolutions. Never works. Just Do It.Hahaha..

Cant believe my ticket? Check em out.

There ya go… Hahahaha…

\\Goodbye for now… As you can see in my pic… Its very very late//

After a long while..

well… this saturday is SAT yay… cause i think i am going to screw it… =.= Pessimistic? No! Realistic.

Whats more…. I just finished Resident Evil 5.. It lacks the adrenaline of the previous ones since now it is more action orientated.. Pros and cons ^^, there was also a weapons glitch which happened accidentally… Shudve exploit it more i think. Nice game. 8/10

Then I have spelling B competition tomorrow. Tiebreaker my head.. I am going to lose anyway Hahaha..

My radio Drama is finally done after a long long time of doing it. Thank God i was able to cope with that boring thing. Being a master editor is no fun at all…

Well… thats all for this time. Kinda busy nowadays haha.. Going to be more active soon after SAT.

Faith

Ahhhh.... the serene sensation of living through the exam week... not exactly an achievement to be bragging about but.... I would say its good enough for my standards..

NO. I am not going to talk about my exam... enough of that already... let bygones be bygones...

Eeeee.... I would like to talk about my 1st experience at HOMES... For me.. I would personally call it cell group..

It has been a long time since I had went to any Christian fellowship. Reason was... the holiday week involved me being trapped in Cendana... Therefore I looked forward to go to this event..

Half asleep.. I was shocked out of my slumber when Brian woke me up..

"it it time to go homes lo" "omg its 7!! can u gimme 5 min"

yeah... that explains it... i bath, dressed and ran bought some french fries all within 5 minutes.. (hungry bah..) Skip the travelling. The home we went to was a nice house. It was cosy and clean.

I know.... My grammar sucks a bit here... So bear with me....

Hmm.. when i went into the house.. I thought to myself "impressive"..... but that did not manage to excite my interest since I was already dead tired by that point of time. I can still observe my surroundings though. Ugh... My brain is stalling... I am running out of adjectives.... FINE.. the house was nice.. Then came the people.. everyone was very warm and stuff.. Then the foood..~~ Yeah... curry and beehoon.. not much.. but enough to fill my tummy..

Then came the worship.. Great time i suppose... Loved it.. Feels like being deluged in a drought.. It is just so fascinating what God can do through a time of lifting up praise to him..

Then the highlight, the sharing.

At first, I saw the big title... TESTIMONY.. I was like oooowwwhhh man... the hardest thing talk about... We were separated into groups..and we were supposed to share our testimony to each other... If you ever want to know what I share... Private stuf...

Then the person who was sharing pointed out that the dictionary states that testimony=personal account/experince/first hand encounter.

He said that the more faith we put into our actions. The more testimony we would be able to give.. EEEeee i have been low on fAITH LOL.... Better repent... Ugh.. the whole sharing was amazing... It reminded me how happy I was when God was the only one I depended on.. I want to go back to that place of pure dependence on God again...

GGGGRRRR no matter what I do I cant seem to express correctly!!! dang it... fine...

The guy said get the mpg for the whole sermon by the pastor.... I will try...

Hope to grow more faith.

Weeee~~~

Ok... the title has nothing to do with what i am going to post next. It is not really a WEEE kind of feeling.. guess what I am doing..

I am writing a blog.. on the teachers table. In front of 19 studying students. Hahaha.. Not the best thing to do I guess.. I have just another hour to my test... but I guess I cant stop my fingers to speak out..

I realise that sometimes.... We are just like a pot of porridge. Cant believe me? Wait till i explain... the process of cooking porridge.. We rinse the grain. We immerse it in water. We close the lid. And we start the fire going and we wait... Then heat builds up in the pot, and the lid starts rattling right? We are supposed to open the lid to let a small amount of steam out once a while..

What happened to me was.. I never open the lid for a long long time.... Pressure build up... I was stressed.. Lacking of sleep.. then, it happened.. Water poured out of the lid so suddenly....

I could not hold myself back any longer and finally poured out one year of stored emotions on someone.. =.=

I would like to thank that person for bearing with me... Listening to my ugly feelings.. Doing something so noble and still wished to be friends with me.. I will forever be grateful and be in debt ^^

And now.. you get the point.. Now that the pressure has lessened, I have to get on with life.. Let the porridge cook slowly.. Someday I think I will become a better person.. Just like the tasty porridge... xP

Yeah... thats it LAH.... Not much to say except study study exam exam. GRR... Have to tackle my studies now.. I am gonna fail sooner or later if i dont.. Reading!!! 40 minutes left.. T.T

This post is specially dedicated to that person who has helped me so much!!! TQ!!

School's gonna start.

Grrr... The agony of preparing to go back to INTEC. To a life of study study study study and the cycle goes on. Everyone is still in the holiday mood and nobody is prepared to go back to INTEC.

Furthermore, we have got exam next week. And poor me have not even started studying. (YET)

Life in Intec is certainly boring (for me).

Listening to sad songs for hours and hours aint the best for my emotional health. But what can I do, Life here is so so so so so so so BORING. (you get the point) Stress is also a problem here. What I meant was, how can I not be stressed if everyone is studying and I am the only one trying to enjoy my life with games games food and music? All these people are a bunch of geniuses and they dont have problem studying. Unlike me, I find it hard to focus on my studies if it boring... (pre-cal) It is the most energy consuming subject and whats more, I find that I have absorbed nothing after an exhausting session studying it. Plainly, I am very exhausted and bored and fed up with life over here..

The truth is, I bet that everywhere that I go, I would still be feeling the same thing like I am feeling now. I really dont know what I have gotten myself into.. I hope when I am older, I wont look back and find that I have made the biggest mistake if my life to further my studies. I can always try, but I might fail.

I think I need to manage my own emotions, stress and feelings better. Conclusion? None available.

Cash and Internet (Basic solutions to Teenage Problems)

I have been out of cash for the past week I suppose. Having to borrow money from my friends is not exactly a pleasing experience. Just Imagine that I have been surviving on other people's pocket money. Yeah I know its kind of stupid. Darren lend me 50 bucks and Nat lend me 10 bucks. It feels like sapping their wallets. Hahahaha...

Guess what? JPA just gave us our allowances~~~ wooohooo~~~ praise God for the reinforcements.. When Nat told me the news, I was skeptical. It is due to numerous false alarms that has occurred prior to this event that had gave me such a mindset. Still feeling skeptical but desperate for money, I walked down to the Petronas fuel station by the junction and popped my card into the ATM machine. Guess What? A four digit number with a three as the first one!!!

What a shame that I can only withdraw 200 bucks a day. (I think that limit was set by my parents to control me XD) It took me another 5 minute to run back to Cendana and pay both Nat n Darren the amounts that I have borrowed from them.

For Your Information.... I was not out of cash.. But simply too Lazy to go to the ATM to withdraw my money.... Hahahahah...

Internet!! Who can live without it? (cavemens) SHUT UP! That was rhetorical. Darren and I went to Ole Ole to get our WIMAX modem. Before we bought it, we have heard rumours of people getting faulty WIMAX modems which cost them a trip to Petaling just to fix the modem. Reason behind this (as told by the salesman) is that the only service centre available nearby Shah Alam was there. So, Darren and I were in the taxi, praying hard while holding on to the modem.

When we got back, It was a surprise that the Wimax modem worked like a charm. Whats even more surprising is that the Internet connection came in after 30 minutes! God BLESS us! Hahahaha.... We were surfing the Net in no time. DOTA + XDO hahaha...

So thats it.. THX for reading~

My first blogging experience and My life in College.

Hahahaaha.... What Should I say.. Well.. I just had my eighteenth birthday. It wasn't a blast but it felt good that someone congratulated me for being one year older. hahha.. It might have been even more boring than I expected but hey, it isnt like i am the best friend out there..


Whats more.. Its the holidays!! AND i am stuck here in my Dorm called Cendana which is surrounded by Malays (not racist statement) which meant... Puasa... ALAMAK!!! No food for me FOR ONE FREAKING week (due to absence of friends in this forsaken holiday, I did not have the will to go to McD)... With the piles of maggie stacked beside me, i think i can make a barricade out of it by the time bulan puasa(fasting month) is over.. Laugh laugh laugh..... When reality sinks in, 3 times 10 = 30. 30 cups of maggie in a week?! no way on earth that is going to happen.
Nope, that's not going to happen.. I'd rather eat bread than die.. Although sometimes i feel the other way around, but still that is just a bit too much to accept.

My studies? Not exactly what I feel like talking about but, I guess i have to confess that I am nowhere near the standard of the class I am in. They are all straight A students while i am just a tick in their presence. Unlike me, They are geniuses.. They can "own" me anytime they would love to. But I guess I have to step up to the challenge. Malaysia Boleh, Sabah Boleh, SAYA LAGI BOLEH WAKakKAKAKA!!!!!