Movie? Kick Ass. Mind you of some gore n vulgarities and some really American value. Other than that, awesome. I aint gonna spoil the fun for you, so go and watch it. SUPPORT it cause its better than some really bull movies i have watched.
Hmm.. Finally Spring sem is over, along with my dream of getting any sort of good grades at al :( I aint smart... but i tried my hardest. This is the time where I have tried anything at all. (lawl that sounded sad.)
Bah.. Back to My dorm... From? Genting!!! Whee!!!!BLek!!! here is the link for the photos lol. ()
Seriously had fun with Darren, MArie, Nathaniel and Howard. You guys HAVE to check out photos of Darren, soooo dumb. (thk Goodness he does not read my blog :P)
Omg.. back here in this forsaken place again.. Need to buy a sweater, belt, earphone, pillow, basketball and more. GUess what? I am outta cash.. DARN IT! Silly money! Everytime also burn so fast. Now that the Malay Stalls are gone again we are stuck with Dawood! These Guys must be damn good considering that they manage to spark a conspiracy to get rid of the cheap Malay Stalls. I sound like a politician. Hmm.. BURN ME ALIVE BABEH!
Well, for the very sad part of my post, I would say that I feel pity for some people. People who fail to see the world in another's view and another's perspective are like so stuck with themselves. They are so in love with themselves that they can't even see or feel or sense at all what people around them think about them.
Another type of people I feel bad for are those who are void of emotions except for anger. Why must there be so many sour people in this world? T.T
I can't say more. For If I do, they might know who they are, If they ever read my blog at all :P
Haha, how I feel right now? Hmm.. dissapointed about my semester, excited for the future, happy for my vacation, sad for some people and in love with myself :P
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
Life. Now. Sucks. Like. Crap.
No, you don't get what you pay for. Yeah just try to argue with me. I don't really mind anymore. Life's not fair. Deal with it. Effort placed into something is wasted. I'd rather I did nothing at all. let alone even lift a finger. Every night we stay up till 2am or 3am doing dumb stuff, and the PEOPLE cant even freaking lift up their pen and give us an A+. If they are lazy, they should go with an A, cause it has the same strokes as B, but only consist of straight line. If u wanted to say C, I am so gonna butcher you.
I hate this dumb crap semester. A semester full of wasted time and energy. Train us my head. Useless activities. Dumb-ass projects. Stupid and pointless presentations. torturous murderous assignments and more. Life sucks this semester. Oh Yeah, sure on the outside i look happy. But I am a person not a projector! I don't necessarily need to let my feelings be known to the public fools. I can be an pathetic rusty empty can on the inside. I do not desire to be pessimistic, but my eye seems to see the bad stuff. Why? Imagine a piece of white cloth. Place some black ink on it. it turns black. Where can u find a white spot after that? NOWHERE. No matter how far, how wide, how hard and how long you look at it, Its black. So? Pessimistic is not a way to live, its the only way to live.
Don't get me wrong. Pessimism is not cutting yourself up at night and crying all day long. Thats a sissy. Pessimism is the willingness to see beyond the facade. To willingly be one with the major percentage(failing).
"think of all the good times..." my ass. Seriously? If you can think of all the good times, you are too optimistic, for life. Optimistic people die first, as can be seen in most action movies. I am not trying to make you ungrateful about the things you have. But if you want to improve your life, you have to look towards the dark side of your life. Its the only part which desperately NEEDS improvement. The darkest parts that even you are scared to venture into are urgent! Think about things that you are unhappy with. Go kick some ass.
I want to give up. Serious. But looking back. I am so far away from where I have started. So many mistakes. So many dumb moves. So many dumb kevin. I am dumb. yes. I will accept it. But I cant stop now. I believe i can fix this mess of me. But if i fail, I will accept the fact (give up) that this path is not where I belong, and it was never meant for me. I shall turn my back on this road, and never look back. BUt I will regret, for I could have done better.
I hate this dumb crap semester. A semester full of wasted time and energy. Train us my head. Useless activities. Dumb-ass projects. Stupid and pointless presentations. torturous murderous assignments and more. Life sucks this semester. Oh Yeah, sure on the outside i look happy. But I am a person not a projector! I don't necessarily need to let my feelings be known to the public fools. I can be an pathetic rusty empty can on the inside. I do not desire to be pessimistic, but my eye seems to see the bad stuff. Why? Imagine a piece of white cloth. Place some black ink on it. it turns black. Where can u find a white spot after that? NOWHERE. No matter how far, how wide, how hard and how long you look at it, Its black. So? Pessimistic is not a way to live, its the only way to live.
Don't get me wrong. Pessimism is not cutting yourself up at night and crying all day long. Thats a sissy. Pessimism is the willingness to see beyond the facade. To willingly be one with the major percentage(failing).
"think of all the good times..." my ass. Seriously? If you can think of all the good times, you are too optimistic, for life. Optimistic people die first, as can be seen in most action movies. I am not trying to make you ungrateful about the things you have. But if you want to improve your life, you have to look towards the dark side of your life. Its the only part which desperately NEEDS improvement. The darkest parts that even you are scared to venture into are urgent! Think about things that you are unhappy with. Go kick some ass.
I want to give up. Serious. But looking back. I am so far away from where I have started. So many mistakes. So many dumb moves. So many dumb kevin. I am dumb. yes. I will accept it. But I cant stop now. I believe i can fix this mess of me. But if i fail, I will accept the fact (give up) that this path is not where I belong, and it was never meant for me. I shall turn my back on this road, and never look back. BUt I will regret, for I could have done better.
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