The Past Month

Movie? Kick Ass. Mind you of some gore n vulgarities and some really American value. Other than that, awesome. I aint gonna spoil the fun for you, so go and watch it. SUPPORT it cause its better than some really bull movies i have watched.

Hmm.. Finally Spring sem is over, along with my dream of getting any sort of good grades at al :( I aint smart... but i tried my hardest. This is the time where I have tried anything at all. (lawl that sounded sad.)

Bah.. Back to My dorm... From? Genting!!! Whee!!!!BLek!!! here is the link for the photos lol. ()

Seriously had fun with Darren, MArie, Nathaniel and Howard. You guys HAVE to check out photos of Darren, soooo dumb. (thk Goodness he does not read my blog :P)

Omg.. back here in this forsaken place again.. Need to buy a sweater, belt, earphone, pillow, basketball and more. GUess what? I am outta cash.. DARN IT! Silly money! Everytime also burn so fast. Now that the Malay Stalls are gone again we are stuck with Dawood! These Guys must be damn good considering that they manage to spark a conspiracy to get rid of the cheap Malay Stalls. I sound like a politician. Hmm.. BURN ME ALIVE BABEH!

Well, for the very sad part of my post, I would say that I feel pity for some people. People who fail to see the world in another's view and another's perspective are like so stuck with themselves. They are so in love with themselves that they can't even see or feel or sense at all what people around them think about them.

Another type of people I feel bad for are those who are void of emotions except for anger. Why must there be so many sour people in this world? T.T

I can't say more. For If I do, they might know who they are, If they ever read my blog at all :P

Haha, how I feel right now? Hmm.. dissapointed about my semester, excited for the future, happy for my vacation, sad for some people and in love with myself :P

Life. Now. Sucks. Like. Crap.

No, you don't get what you pay for. Yeah just try to argue with me. I don't really mind anymore. Life's not fair. Deal with it. Effort placed into something is wasted. I'd rather I did nothing at all. let alone even lift a finger. Every night we stay up till 2am or 3am doing dumb stuff, and the PEOPLE cant even freaking lift up their pen and give us an A+. If they are lazy, they should go with an A, cause it has the same strokes as B, but only consist of straight line. If u wanted to say C, I am so gonna butcher you.

I hate this dumb crap semester. A semester full of wasted time and energy. Train us my head. Useless activities. Dumb-ass projects. Stupid and pointless presentations. torturous murderous assignments and more. Life sucks this semester. Oh Yeah, sure on the outside i look happy. But I am a person not a projector! I don't necessarily need to let my feelings be known to the public fools. I can be an pathetic rusty empty can on the inside. I do not desire to be pessimistic, but my eye seems to see the bad stuff. Why? Imagine a piece of white cloth. Place some black ink on it. it turns black. Where can u find a white spot after that? NOWHERE. No matter how far, how wide, how hard and how long you look at it, Its black. So? Pessimistic is not a way to live, its the only way to live.

Don't get me wrong. Pessimism is not cutting yourself up at night and crying all day long. Thats a sissy. Pessimism is the willingness to see beyond the facade. To willingly be one with the major percentage(failing).

"think of all the good times..." my ass. Seriously? If you can think of all the good times, you are too optimistic, for life. Optimistic people die first, as can be seen in most action movies. I am not trying to make you ungrateful about the things you have. But if you want to improve your life, you have to look towards the dark side of your life. Its the only part which desperately NEEDS improvement. The darkest parts that even you are scared to venture into are urgent! Think about things that you are unhappy with. Go kick some ass.

I want to give up. Serious. But looking back. I am so far away from where I have started. So many mistakes. So many dumb moves. So many dumb kevin. I am dumb. yes. I will accept it. But I cant stop now. I believe i can fix this mess of me. But if i fail, I will accept the fact (give up) that this path is not where I belong, and it was never meant for me. I shall turn my back on this road, and never look back. BUt I will regret, for I could have done better.

I Regret!

I regret joining AGT!! My guitar sounded like crap. Amp not working! Guitar out of tune! Piano sucked like crap. But what can we do.. Haiz.. I am not blaming the tool, for the tool does not choose to be crappy.... =.= I will never never join a performance anymore if the PA systems person sleeps at the back! Crappy day! for all singing performers. I officially hate INTEC sound system. They should let me in that room, see how I make it function the way they paid for it to be.

Haiz... If you think i am arrogant.. NO I am not.. I am just pissed!! From last year I tahan that system until now.. Even a good speech sound like a lullaby when it is filtered through that crappily tuned stuff. Enough anger.

OWH!! I loved group 11!!!! They are what you call quoting CHi Liang, "Hotter than hell, sweeter than Heaven!" omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!! Too Hawt for me to handle xD

So sad Marie's group din perform...
Best dance I think goes to... erm.... Yes! We think we can dance!

Hahaha... AND NO! I DONT CHOOSE A GROUP JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE RED CHILI PADI PEPPER SAMBAL HOT! FUH!!!

Believe me, I hate analysing a short video which is full of crap... Hate Critical thinking right now..

I wished I have the photos of group 11!!! I Lurv them!!

But for now.. Chow!

American Infernal Fiesta (AIF)

Hey Yo People!!!!

Last week has been a hell hole for ADFP students! Darn, everyday have to stay up til 3-4am for stupid events. Its, not over, but the worst has already come to pass. We had Halloween night, class parade, dodge ball, class forum, informative speech, pass up essay 2, research paper sourcing and many more. Conclusion: hell.

I have also taken my video for AGT night. It was suppose to look like american idol videos, but i guess we took it more like a vain show. Moving On, I have my AGT night to prepare for... so stress, but cannot get the will to practice..

CLass parade was a blast! We went there unprepared, way unprepared, but we got good reviews! Haha, unbelievable. I got punched in the face during our presentation, dammit. We did our theme based on The Incredibles. Cast, Mr incredible - Marie, Elastigirl - Li Yen, Invisible girl - Diane, The very fast boy - Rahman, Jack Jack the baby - Raffique(FTW xD). Haha... overall I LOVED class parade! Fun activity!

Halloween night was kinda boring, to me. I am never a fan of ghosts. Dressing up as one is even worst. So me and San Xiu took a cheap approach, Devil May Cry. We dressed up like Dante, without the coat. Darn! Haha, Quraish's video PAWNS! I mean like its str8 out from the Zombieland oven man! Parody is always better! haha.

Dodgeball? Nothing much to talk about. Lost 3 out of 4 rounds. Sad. BUT WOW, for a game that is played once a year, people can get so emotional. About to fight oredy one, but sadly our Head of Program go break up the riot.. Sad... Wait! i shud say i am happy that no one got hurt right? But I know you know me better 0.<

Bah! I participated in all events already, SO PLEASE LECTURER, gimme my MARKS!

Erm, pictures are limited, as you know i am not photogenic.

Our Theme, If you dont know what the incredibles is.

We posing under the sun ^^

Look at what????

I am so cool ( havnt pose oredy take.)

calling somebody.. ZZZ

Me Sanxiu, Liyen, Rachel

Me and Marie

Me and Amy and ROhan at the side like an Indian ROckstar

Me San XIu and SOo Chuan