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Sup y'all.

2012-02-11T21:40:00.001-08:00

Been a long time since I posted anything really. Nothing much is happening in my life except studying all day, gaming in free time, and sleeping all night. thats me, haha.

YT channel is kinda hard to start since i got no real life footage to catch. Got some equipments BUT nothing to shoot. I mean, it IS AMES. hahaha. EVEN SNOW DOES NOT WANNA FALL WHERE I GO. I think I am ..... too hot to handle. *sunglasses* YYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Screwed up on my quizzes and homework this semester, why they so strict? Expects us to do our homework, but gives me shitty scores for it. What i mean is, even though I am doing it wrong, it sure wont hurt too give some point for effort no?

Just finish first test for statistics, hopefully, can do as well as last semester, haha. But I think I set the bar a bit too high last semester, might end up dissapointed this sem.

For those asking if I am coming back... NO. hahaha. Saving up cash okeh? =) Let see how all of this goes ^^.

Just got a 32 inch TV and a PS3. NO. I dont sit there all day. SURPRISINGLY, I am playing less and less games. Which is quite a wonder to me. I am just not feeling it =/ So many hackers and cheap people playing on this side of the world, makes me puke watching them play.

Facebook Parenting vid is the best vid ever man, haha. Dad showing some parenting skills lol. link here

SO~!, boys and girls, dont post stupid stuff on facebook yo.
Wow my post is boring, am already out of things to write AT THIS JUNCTURE.

Cya.

Trying to start my YT channel

2011-11-09T22:32:00.000-08:00

Well, I want to start a youtube channel, about gaming, and also my life in general, but I dont know what to put up. Snow? hahaha. anyways, for you game addicts

Darksiders: thats kind of a cool game, I recommend it to anyone looking for something fun to play with. Cant wait for darksiders 2.

MW3 is out, will try to make some content to put on youtube, hopefully will be great =D

Hmm, gonna go back to sleep now. Bye~ Life is good in the states.

Well...

2011-08-19T23:18:00.001-07:00

Nothing much happened today.. BUT I did enjoy the most I can out of the little that happened today.

First of all there was these talks in the morning.. I do remember what they say. Contrary to what you guys are thinking about right now. NO! I was not *ehem*, asleep. I just don't wanna bother you guys with much details. They were just about Iowa State University, and how things work in the university.. And how life is in university etc etc. Let's just leave it at that.

Now moving on, let's talk about the 1 talk we had in the afternoon, "Show me the money". Um.. just some money management stuff... along with reminders about the dangers of credit cards.. So girls and boys, (yes, you), please try not to use your credit card if you can while shopping. Tonnes of lessons to be taken home, overall, great session.

Then in the evening there was a play, about all those stereotypes, prejudice and stuff. Yeah, well, I am sure my smart people out there knows all about it, so I won't bore you guys with it cause you guys will be like "Oh, THAT topiic again, lets skip that and press on this weird looking video posted right here."

Ok.. @@

Next up me Kenny and Chris decided to go to the Memorial Union for the late night stuff. We played some games, got some free food from Panda Express, got some free merchandises and had lotsa fun. Maybe I might even join one of the committees. (For all of you who thinks like this "WHAT THE, Kevin is CONSIDERING a COMMITTEE post?", you all should... darn it i can't think of anything.)

Finally we went to the highlight of the night.. The hypnotism show. man oh man was it hilarious or what. Well there is just so much funny content that I don't even know where to start. My oh my. Ok, so the funniest moment was... ugh that's disgusting.. the second funniest moment was.. The part where the subjects that were being hypnotized thought that someone pinched them on their butts.. while, it was only just a suggestion. Man they were screaming like a crab or something pinched their butts. The hilarity was off the charts. Hahaha..

Video below, describes their reaction slightly. Muahaha.

So YES my life seems boring, but today, as I went through some of my old "watched" videos from my subs on youtube, guess what I found. Nah no need to guess, I'll post it right below. =P

"aww Kevin is such a warm hearted lil' boy..." *hehe* (Keep thinking that ladies xD)
Jokes jokes, I am a nice boy =P *certain response from the crowd* Aww come on, don't be mean.

Umm, well.. Yeah.. Gonna sign off now because my warm bed is waiting for me...

Hey guys!

2011-08-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

Heya guys and girls. This is your main man Kevin bringing you this particular update from AMERICA. Yes boys, America. Currently, I am in this quiet town named Ames, Iowa. I shall reassure you all my call-of-duty boys that once I get a laptop with kickass specs and an internet connection that moves faster than a lawnmower, I shall take on all the players I can and try my luck against them.

Oh YEA.

To girls: "Ohh look at him ranting about call of duty again" Come on man.. I mean girls.. lemme have my fun for a while ya know.. It's stressful to study here man.. well, studies have not yet commenced, but you get the idea... Well, most likely you don't... meh, nevermind.. Just don't forget me kays.. I really miss all of you girls. (pathetic attempt to get some sympathy from girls, which hopefully will be evident on my facebook wall soon) (Haters, do not post anything please)

*Inserts cute video for more attention*

To the guys: Yo wassup, hows my peeps back in Malaysia or wherever you are. You guys rock on! Special thanks to my church peeps that has been very supportive and helpful towards me, and made my two year in hell *opps* sorry, Shah Alam, *cough* hell, *darn it*, a very great time indeed. You guys are all forever in my heart. No homo though.

Now to all the church peeps: You guys are great, keep on shining for God! =D

To all my gaming friends: Yo guys! It might be a few more weeks before I am geared up for gaming in TUSA(The United State of America)*choke**lame* Which reminds me.. Shout out to ATUSA, continue your legend! So yeah, I think I am decided on a laptop so now I just gotta wait for my debit card to come in then I will purchase my friggin awesome laptop. Until then boys, you guys rock on! To {B@llz} peeps, please get you game on cause it's time for me to kick ass and chew bubblegums, and I'm all outta gums. *gasp* *lame* \m/(>.<)\m/

For {B@llz}

To my family: Well.. I talk to you guys on msn and facebook like few hours a day... I guess its cool no? lol. But!! To all my cousins out there, you guys rock and I miss you guys and don't forget to always be cool yo! Peace!

So.. little bit bout my life here in America.. Sometimes I just get so lazy to cook.. Like last night.. I made soup out of ginger and chicken.. And drank it with no rice whatsoever. Man, eating your own cooking 24/7 sucks. It is like going to the same old shop, over and over, and over again. Man! I have got no money to try anything fancy so don't give me that crap. Haha, I love my own cooking, hope there are girls willing to try~ *slaps own-self for pathetic attempt at getting attention from women again*

Now back to the good part.

To some special people, which are all girls anyway, from my Sabahan high school: Hey sheep, and her friend at miri, and others that I fail to give a nickname to, you guys have been a big part of my life and just wanna thank ya'll from giving me support always and I wish you guys the best. May all your wishes come true =P.

To all my juniors: OI PLEASE APPLY IOWA STATE K, ITS *insert any word* BORING WITHOUT YOU GUYS. GIRLS NEEDED TOO *more badly*. PLEASE APPLY, NO INTERVIEW JUST A FORM.

Moving on..

*scans own brain*

Well, I ran out of things to say.. But there are just tonnes of stuff I wanna do in the states. Youtube? Basketball? Food? More Games? STUDY????? I am sorry but travelling is not in my blood. =(

Anyways, I love all of you! Peace!

OMAIGOSH

2011-07-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

LOL its been a while since i posted anything. This ones gonna be short too. BUT i just wanna say that it'll be soon that I'd be going to the states.. T_T Really don't wanna leave home but i know i have to go to this faraway land to gain some knowledge lulz. forgive my shitty english.

Another day of freedom!

2011-02-14T21:05:00.001-08:00

Another holiday. Basically Malaysia is infested with it. It is sapping my will to even stay in school. Haha. But then today, the lazy Kevin found the strength to pull out the thick Physics textbook and start digging in on knowledge.

Meh, why am I here? LOL. (Boredom)

Aiks, Chinese New Year was a real blast! Haha. I wasted tonnes upon tonnes of cash last week all in the name of “Xin Nian Kuai Le” Some cards games, tonnes of food, and an excess of travelling is basically the reason of my critical financial condition.

I wish I coulda be in Sabah and celebrate it with my family but meh, What the heck, this could do too.

Uh, studies is GOING WELL! Wahaha surprisingly. THOUGH I need to buck up on my subjects other than calculus. I hate writing, esp when you have to write a lot. Boy oh boy. Major screw ups here and there. Don’t worry, the semester is just starting. =P

Dammit, I still haven’t eye any game on the market to be play yet. Can’t seem to find anything that my laptop can take, YET. But I seriously need something to play. Muahaha.

Oh, Valentines day? Meh stayed in the room and gamed. Destiny: Lonely forever.

-Kevin-

New Year

2011-01-18T07:42:00.001-08:00

Yeah, it’s a new year. Bleh feel so sick oo =/

Came back to Shah Alam and I got sick, well maybe it is my body warning me of the dangers of this forsaken place where many “warriors” have fallen.

I am being bombarded with the usual subjects, namely calculus and physics.. I love the subjects… If they were not graded.. but then again, they are.

New Year Resolutions? Meh I don’t believe in those. Why? BECAUSE RESOLUTIONS NEED NOT HAPPEN AT NEW YEAR. If you wanna change just do it. Hehe.

Roy and I is currently addicted to I ‘m on a boat for no specific reason, other than that the song is dumb and funny.

Me? I think this year will be the same as my previous ones, with some minor tweaks here and there. Not to mention I’ll be on the hunt for the next game to furnish my computer. Hehe… (Nope, no black ops)

Hmm… tried some specs and here is how I look in them.

My eyes have no problem. NO.

*cough* gotta go take meds..

-Kevin-

A Grand Closing

2010-11-06T08:14:00.001-07:00

My Fall 2010 semester has finally ended.

Adorned with energetic juniors and heavy subjects, along with the occasional punches of TESTS, this semester sure delivered what it was meant to deliver, a mixture of smiles, sweat, and tears.

Truth is, as I grow up, I have learned to look forward and hope for more. Right now I truly want to see what the future has in store for me. If I were to say what had I learned the most in this particular year, it would be to be a more caring and a more cheerful person. What will I learn in next semester? More patience? Being more enthusiastic? Being less of an ass? Haha no-one knows. I will just have to wait, and keep on fighting when the time comes.

Well, It is time for me to focus on my university applications. Hahahahaha. I should really start or be screwed all over heheheh.

Fun? Oh yeah. Hahaha. Well, since I can’t describe it due to my horrible vocabulary, I should just show pictures of it.

Random cat. I still seem to be lacking the white tiger though.

Soo Chuan (left) and Chris (right) fighting over lives on the black and white battlefield

Me and Roys trip to Nando’s Bahahaha Half bottle of extra hot, gone. Chicken is also Extra hot. xD

Lee Sin posing and reluctant to help her stuck friend, Meng Yee. Guys: Darren (left), Roy (middle), Yap (right).

Some mee in Kim Gary. Awesome.Hahaha. IT IS SO DAMN BIG.

Baked rice in Kim Gary. I think. Looks delicious. Hahaha.

My dish. Gone. Burp.

Hahaha, I gotta admit, going out to Sunway is tonnes of fun, when done with friends. Hehehehe. Hmm.. Yeah, I gonna go back to Sabah on the 9th, so bye bye Hell.

All the lessons learned, the knowledge gained, friends made, and bonds formed, will not go to waste. I shall take all of it and put it somewhere close to my heart.

-Kevin-

What a week. And, another to go.

2010-10-30T06:09:00.001-07:00

Bugga, I just had a week of test. It will remain forever in my mind as a week I will never want to go through again. I just don’t like a week full of test. Nobody does.

Hmm.. Whaddap? Nothing. Haha, Life has been bout tonnes of studying and reading books. Failing exams tests and quizzes. Forgive my bad grammar and spelling and tonnes of other errors. Haha. BUUUHHH I wanna go home. This place is too boring. I cant take it anymore. Hahaha. Now, it seems that home is a good place to be, considering that I am in Shah Alam. HAhahaha.

Next week is my finals. WUT? YES! It is. And I think I am doomed due to the fact that I don’t know what to expect, except that it is gonna be as hard as steel up in my throat. GRRR

NBA is starting. wooohooo. Nuff said.

Hmm… Meh, got nothing much to say. Currently very busy. haha. I will try to update ASAP after my exams. or more likely, when I get back to KK. Hehehe.

-Kevin-

Another Slow Morning.

2010-10-09T02:21:00.001-07:00

Argh, today, time moves like a snail.

Am I too used to the hectic life, that when it comes to enjoying life, I just forget how to do it anymore?

Why do I find it so hard to relax nowadays. =/ I am so tensed up. I need to slow down.. TENSO! xD Argh, always angry/emo/sad/jealous nowadays. Need, to, chill. zzzz

Hmm… As I have said. this morning is so so super slow. I am writing this at 4.50pm, and Nat is still asleep. Darren at laptop. Everybody is lacking energy. Haiz. Need restoration of strength. Haha. “NOT ENOUGH MANA!!!!!!!”

Talking about energy, we know that to have tonnes of energy, we need to eat. So, on Thursday, we ate tonnes of Pizza. Hahhaa. Here is the photo of the pizza xD

Yeah, that’s all the pizza we had. For not many people xD Glutton!

The still aura in our room. Nat sleeping in the room on the right. You can see a bit of his head. And that’s Darren on the left.

And this is how the tables in my room look like when people are not studying. xD Lonely me.

This is my table. =/ Boring rite. xD

Yeah. I guess, I hate saturdays.

-Kevin-

Only thing I can say is…

2010-10-06T03:24:00.001-07:00

Its this time of the year. Where the end is near. Its either our final exams, our uni applications, or our TOEFL which is gonna come down and grip tight on our throats.

Grrr feels so busy and tired. But there is this sense of satisfaction also. =D Which accompanies the fact that we achieve more at this time of the year than any other time. Last minute work? I don’t know.. =D

I finished up my homework… But I am soooooo lazzzyyyyy wanna study~~` aiks. Finals in one month. At least 6 test in this month + 6 quizzes. Next month is finals. AARRRGGHHHH gimme time to breath.

I am growing fatter by the day~ OMG OMG OMG. Should see me in action at basketball just now. I feel like snorlax =/ haizz tooo fffffaaattttt aarrrggghhh. =/

Ish. I gotta go. =/

-Kevin-

Busy Days =/

2010-10-02T07:57:00.001-07:00

I have busy these days… But out of desperation…

http://l33t.razerzone.com/index.php?user_dtl=4bbe30da35db2119b4e8ac4521f7a4ac

Please press the link above =D

If u did, thanks, If u din, no, its not virus. It just help me (hopefully) =D

Or Press Here.

If you can’t click it, copy and paste it to your browser =)

By the way, I am just ok lo, calculus still killing me. =/

Universities need to apply, so have to think twice on which ones to apply.

Still playing guitar, trying to be a better player.. Haha.

Not playing games nowadays, no time T_T So sad right my life. Haiz..

Well, nowadays I look like this

the retard looking guy with black shirt. Haha. Not the stalker behind me. =/

Yeah. That would be the end of this post. xD

-Kevin-

Keningau trip.

2010-09-12T07:53:00.001-07:00

=D I bought my W995 right before going back to Keningau. So.. I decided I should try the camera out immediately =D

I have had much fun in Keningau. Most of the time, the food is so nice that I even forgot the existence of my phone… thus the lack of photo =( Haha. Not only I have had the pleasure of enjoying tones of Raya cuisine, but I also enjoyed Chinese cookings prepared by my aunts =D Thanks to them, I enjoyed most of the food I really missed in just 2 meals. =D They really are professionals in this culinary area.

Most of my relatives commented that I have grown fatter.. which… is… I guess.. true? =D CUTE would be more correct. Hahaha… (shameless)

Sadly, this trip lacked something, fruits.. Since it is off season, I cant complain… But I cant help but to feel sad =C This reminds me of pesta buah-buahan.. where I stuffed myself with Durians. =D

Note: forgive the dark thing at the side of some photos. I am not a perfectionist. I am definitely not artistic. No, I don’t have skills in photography. Save your aesthetic comments. =D

Milo, my dog, looking out the window.. If you want to know what she is doing in the car… She is going with us.. @@

The humble vehicle. Two door. Four wheels. =D

The house where my dad grew up in. =D And where I have stayed during the trip.

Erm…. erm…. some random puppy.

Bio students. Is this a duck?

Buffalo =D They are scared of me =D

Paddy field behind my/my dad’s/my grandma’s house =D

Had an artistic moment… which… resulted…

More Dawgs!

Reminds me of some… freaky.. lazy… cat..

The 1st house I went raya to =D

Samson playing left for dead 2 on my laptop. (cause we were bored)

My brother, Sheldon, playing PSP. I can bet you 100 that he was playing FIFA.

Err.. Yeah… That’s about it. Its little, but what to do. I duno how to take pics also =( Ha-ha..

Grr…. another week, and I will have to go back to that forsaken place. Have to enjoy my last week here =( Gotta have fffffffuuuuuunnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!

No. No random emo stuff this week. =D

GOTTA HAVE FFFFFUUUUNNNNNN

-Kevin-

Some snapshots.

2010-09-06T09:33:00.001-07:00

After playing for 6 months. I have decided to put some snapshots of my games of Modern Warfare 2 in. ha-ha. I am not all that good. but I am quite ok I guess. ha-ha-ha.

So, this is me playing my sniper class in the map Afghan. Secondary is Akimbo G18. Don’t judge me. Throwing knives and stun grenade as equipment. Sleight of hand, Stopping Power, and Steady aim as perks.

The above picture shows me getting first blood. Awesome. haha.

I stood up behind a rock and sniped him, whilst getting headshot =D

Ballz Underdog. That’s me. score is just average I guess. ha-ha.

The rest of the game I panicked. No time for snapshots cause a guy with knifing perks is running around. Got me paranoid cause he caught me pants down a few times.

I think overall. The game was worth it! But now I cant wait for Black Ops to come out. ha-ha-ha.

Other than games. I cooked too! =D

This is what it looks like Ha-ha.

Hmm….. This was for the Gathering at John’s house I helped a bit only.

=D this was my dinner tonight. xD looks better than Bistro ahahah.

My food expedition. xD

This is Tuaran mee at the shop I like to eat it. fried with yellow wine. Um nom-nom-nom-nom-nom. xD

If u said my choice is basically oily… well… Hahah. I am fat I guess. xD

Until my next post. I am still enjoying KK.

-Kevin-

Dandelion seeds

2010-09-04T09:22:00.001-07:00

Walking by…. I see a bunch of dandelions growing by the sidewalk. With no further thinking, I immediately grasp a handful of the seeds just see and feel how the seeds really looked and felt like.

All I saw was beauty indescribable and I was amazed by just a few simple and identical seeds. After that, I wanted to bring it back home, and place it in someplace where I can keep it.

Then I was faced with a thought. If I keep the seeds, it will never grow. If I let the seeds go right there right then, It will never be mine. If I planted it somewhere at home, it will never look as good as those which grows along with other dandelions. Furthermore, my mom will whack me for planting weeds at home. Not the narcotics weed.

Then I thought, was it ever mine in the first place? Not only that, I will be prohibiting the seeds growth by keeping it.

With that thought, I gazed at the afternoon sun glaring at me, gently letting go of the seeds in the process. A breeze came by, and lifted those pretty dandelion seeds off my hand. I watched as the wind blew the seeds off into the horizon. My trail of thought stopped, when I see of the seeds no more.

With a weak smile, I walked into the house as my stomach grumbled.

I am going HOME! =D

2010-09-02T11:23:00.001-07:00

The feeling of being able to go home is just so indescribable. I feel like a drop of water. Fell on a mountain. Drifted to the sea. Purified. Evaporated. And then now I am coming back to the mountain again. The mountain is called HOME =D

List of of to do when I do go back: 1)Go sing K with Friends.

                                                                        2)Get a new phone. Harap lah.

                                                                         3)Play my bro’s PSP.

                                                                        4)Study Cal 2

                                                                        5)finish up my dossier crap.

                                                                        6)Go out jalan jalan with my buddies.

                                                                        7)Eat up all the food I love in Sabah.

                                                                        8)Cook!

                                                                         9)Hope to pinjam the cam from Bro.

                                                                        10)Criticize Phoebe’s hair.

                                                                        11) Eat up all the fruits in my house.

                                                                        12) Find avocado.

                                                                        13)Play firecrackers.

                                                                         14) blast music in my room.

Haha… so much to do.. so little time.. Hmm…. Guess I gotta make time for everything. Hahaha… Still reading “The Pig that Wants To Be Eaten.” Gotta say, It has some interesting ideas to be pondered upon. =D

Hmm.. just a random late night post.. Gotta Sleep.

Since People always end with something here..

*BARK!*

-Kevin-

It saddens me..

2010-09-01T10:18:00.001-07:00

It really does… Racism. It is still there, after year of “independence”.

How long does it take for the idea that all humans are equal to settle into racist minds? You know what I am talking about. Oh yes you do. Just look at the recent news. Racism racism, racist attacks, racist statement. Oh so you think you are superior? Get real.

Must this be how this country is going to fall apart? Due to racism? Truth is, this country was no where near the top from the start. But do they really want to destroy the little that is left here? Hard to admit, yes, but this is still the place I call home. I won’t deny it. It is the country that sandwiches Singapore. Its Malaysia. I love Malaysia, but sadly, Malaysia seems to hate its people.

Saw reports of racist attacks on the eve of “Independence” day itself. You gotta be kidding me right? Are you really kidding me? People with this mindset still exist? Hahaha. I am confused. Where are they bred exactly? No, I am not going to curse. Not on my blog. But these people seriously deserve a kick in the teeth. Causing racial tension everywhere in this country.

Some more got people say out loud that Chinese people should go back to China. Indians to India.. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? OMG, such people still exist? No, I won’t criticize the person, or condemn them. I just want to know, where do they plant that idea into you people? And how? INCEPTION ISSIT?? ):<

Namewee took a bold front with his video and showed the anger of us, the “minority” races in Malaysia. But I have to admit. It really really saddens me to see such happening in M’sia.. Every time I look at people who are racist minded, I can’t help but to feel a hint of sadness in my heart.. Racism is like a disease.. and apparently Malaysia is very sick..

We ain’t got the cure, because we ARE the cure. Guys and girls, I challenge you, don’t just think of running away from this place. Please do commit this country into your prayers. Better still, be the change! Vote! If you have reached the correct age that is. Better still, identify racist people. Be nice to them. Don’t lash out on them. Treat them like a friend. Let them know that we ain’t much different from them too. No matter how bad they have been brainwashed, I believe that our genuine acts of love will touch those people who thinks in such ways.

Maybe one day, this country will be a much better place. But until then, I urge that all of us have patience against such acts and speeches of racism. Until that day comes, I pray that all of us will be able to continue to be the change in this place, no matter how bad the situation becomes.

We gon find you!

2010-09-01T09:27:00.001-07:00

Please watch =D

INTEC is like another planet.

2010-08-17T06:44:00.001-07:00

The gathering of the aliens. Unbelievable. Today, during the election speeches, I found out that my juniors are nothing short of weird and damn weird. Although non of them beats ~~Bro ….~~ but they are still super weird. Weird as in weird in an awesome way LOL.

But still, its just a few months in, and I bet not everyone has shown their own true “color” yet. I bet they are going to take of their “façade” after some time. And that’s when I shall see if there will be another future PM in our midst.

But Of course, when people speak, you can sort of analyze them a bit. I found out that there are people who are full of potential and those might take up the baton of being the future PM. I HOPEx100000 that there will be another of a political wannabe in our midst. So that I can LOL my way for another year till the end of my stay here. xD Unfortunately, all I see in the juniors is the milder version of our ex-future PM. T_T so sad.

Moving On~ I am healthy and getting fatter, for those who care. My hair is also very short now. Plus, I am doing bad for my current semester. Lunch is a pain since I have to take crap from ALM and AUSMAT. I don’t exercise much since my life is filled with activities. I do play game a lot and I ain’t going to stop. =D And no, I do not DOTA. *whips up dual g18*

For the past few weeks, me Nat and Marie have been obsessed with Mr. Horatio Caine =D His superb one liners make me wanna say YYYYEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHh!!!!!!!!! Haha. Soon I might just pull out a sunglass before I answer you!! xD ~~(eeww this resembles Bro….)~~

Haiz… It always sucks, when you are stuck in a corner that will make you sad no matter what you do. It is so hard! I can’t put my mind on other stuff If I don’t handle it, but I can’t handle it cause it might be devastating. Hmmm…. Darn It. I think I just have to be patient.

By the way, I think I am running out of topic. Since ,these few days, nothing has really happened. Haha. So… Bye~

Counter Strike ain’t my thang!!

2010-08-07T06:10:00.001-07:00

I lost the game. Hahaha.. xD CS tournament was held for our college just now. Well, me Nat and Darren lost the thing and got 2nd place. I gotta admit, after 1 Whole year of not playing CS, we are still not bad (: But truly, CS aint my thang! I seriously felt dizzy after playing in the CS tournament just now. It was not a pleasant experience since I don’t really like CS.

My week has been quite a weird one. I started off the week with joy, which lead to disappointment, which lead to anger, which lead to feelings of uncertainty. Haha.. ask me privately lol if u wana know.

I gotta save on cash =( since my bank is slowly running empty and I will soon suffer the consequences if I don’t stop my spending.

Now I am also trying (trying ok?) to serve more LOL… For the benefit of all my juniors… and for my own personal growth. Gotta read the Bible more. Argh. This feeling of trying to rise up feels so weird.

Now that I have gotten my physics book, I seriously need to start studying and stop fooling around. If not, tests and quizzes will come and bite me on my ~~ass.~~

Oh, and someone decided to give me yet another nickname. Emo elmo. Thank goodness no one has seen the post in facebook. =.= If not that name is gonna sound so weird on me, considering that I don’t have red hair. hahaha…

OMG I am so tired… I need a rest. Sleep sleep.

Yeah!

2010-07-27T23:10:00.001-07:00

Yeah! xD this new semester is a Blast! Nah, I am not gonna tell you why in this paragraph! xD

1st: INPRO!!!!! erm, my chess team got 2nd place, despite all odds. =D but ADFP was bashed in basketball by the other programs. FYI I am in the american program. =( hopefully we can win the parade and the frisbee~! Thanks to both the ping pong team and the badminton team for winnning us gold medals! I love you guys! I am playing as the Bodyguard for Obama a.k.a. Najmi. =D its gonna be tonnes of fun. I will pray everyday so that ADFP will win INPRO for the forth year in a row. =D

2nd: Erm. Relaxing timetable. =D my timetable really really relaxing. I hope it continues to be so for the rest of the semester, so that I can continue to do what I do everyday. =D I will never wish for anything remote to spring semester again =D I HOPE NOTHING CHANGES xDDDDD…

3rd: At least, now I am like a real college student. =D I have a social life, a gaming life, church life and study life. Which my previous sems, I lack social life LOL. AHAHAH… Going out with lots of people every week, and the fun never seems to end. =D I do hope this continues LOL. Now, I truly believe that the location of where u live seriously affects your lifestyle. Last time it was all about games and more games, but now, I am busy with a lot of people stuff. I gotta admit, I enjoy it! It gives me a great feeling whenever my juniors laugh, or smile or just feel happy. It gives me the satisfaction of being a Senior.

4th: Awesome juniors. My juniors have been nothing short from awesome. They are a bunch of cool people, and I’d be proud to introduce them to you. But then again, time constraints =D They are always sporting and although we seniors are a weird bunch of people, they don’t seem to shy away from us, which makes me very very relieved. =D But according to some of the juniors, I am very weird. LOL, I think I am just average in this mutation pool. ==

5th: I have been joining around all the sports (with the privilege of A SENIOr) and I have found my love for my previous sport, ping pong =D its soso much fun to just hit that mini ball back to the other side of the table with skillssssss (unlike tennis where u whack the ostrich egg back William. =D) Had a fun time with Raffique yesterday and found out that I still can hold the bat LOL. Although I gotta admit I suck really bad at even returning the ball xDDDD

6th: Now that I live on the 5th floor….. SPAM MUSIC BABEH!! I can leave the speakers at max even after 12 and no one complains!! WOhooo!! xDD this is soooo much better than cendana, where if I blast the music, people will be chasing us around with surat amaran. Ahahaha… and we can just laugh our lungs out every night and no one cares!! xD Happy!!

7th: The bus to cemara akasia is much more frequent than the ones back to cendana. This means that I can leave anytime and I will still be able to make it back to cendana in time. =D its soooooo nicceeeee xDDD

Everyone gets a new beginning, and I believe this is my new beginning, I don’t need to change much, just gotta do it better this time. I hope I don’t mess anything up right here right now. =D and so, this is my last line for this post. This is the last last line. Last last last line. last last last last line. =D

Summer Break

2010-07-10T07:03:00.001-07:00

So, My summer can be classified under unproductive. Did almost nothing to make the Holiday worthwhile. Did not even game much nowadays..

Been sick for 2 weeks now. Not exactly a holiday that I expect. Waking up in the morning feeling like hell is burning in your throat is definitely not nice.

Hmm… Have tones of goodie bags to distribute to the juniors. But I really do not know where to start… Hope I can start today.

Plainly, I am disappointed with this years world cup. Action is at an all time low. Not much craziness from the players this year.. Sad Sad… Team quality buruk sommore in some teams.. Haiz.. I don’t really care about Spain or Netherlands. They can go kick watermelons for all I care.

3rd and 4th place? Did Paul make a prediction again? ahaha.. i don’t really care LOL.

Oh Yeah… I forgot, I met up with my juniors yesterday at Bak Kut Teh trip to Klang. Yeah. They are a cool bunch I guess. But then again, I have only met the females.. Hmm… I hope the males are not a nerdy bunch… Just hope they are crazy whacky party animals! Wait! no lah.. as long as lively enough la.. ahah.

Oh Yeah, I forgot, next Semester is coming soon! NOooooooo!!! I don’t want to study T_T I wanna party everyday!~ zzz…. In the End, I still have to study. After 2 months of break, I have to start studying like crazy again. Not exactly the kind of life I was hoping though. Ahaha..

So, school is starting soon, and I have the juniors to take care of. Sommore got Uni application to crap around with. Goodbye the Happy days and Hello Suffering.

Goodbyes, Holidays and Ampang Trip!

2010-06-30T01:20:00.001-07:00

So, It is the holidays now! A little update on my life would be that I have moved in to Cemara, and I find this place very interesting compared to Cendana. I would have to state officially that Cendana is such a boring place and we have been missing out on so much things that are both good and happening in Cemara. Food, Shopping and more. I lazy wanna explain. =.= Forgive me.

So, My Summer sem was a relaxing, calming and most importantly, eye opening experience. I have learned Psychology!! Wee!! but that does not mean your next Psychiatrist appointment would be done with me. Four days of none schooling days in a week sure gets that laziness in my bones going! Sleep! Play! Eat! Play! Sleep! (general routine)

My ~~Condolences~~ *ops* Congratulations to Mr Hobart, Mr William, Mr Lim, Ms Li Yen, who would be flying soon (one year/kiasu). They are my good friends and (I think) I will miss them. I hope (a very weak word) they too will miss me.

Worst still, the MARA students are leaving. Which means only a handful of ADFP students will advance to the next level, ACTP. (SHOUT OUT to Syafiq Hazmie who I think should be voted the coolest guy in ADFP, Hope you enjoy the States!) We will be a very lonely bunch right here in Cemara.

“It is in the midst of the crowd, where you will experience the worst of loneliness.” – Unknown, and most likely i quoted it wrong. (whocares)

The Holidays!!!! And I have no more plans. Maybe I should go kacau the ~~female~~ juniors. Since the juniors are moving here soon, I think its good that I can go and make a good impression on the ~~fe…~~… *slaps own face* juniors. Yeah!!! Ahaha. Games I have Mass Effect 2, but I hadnt started DL on mass Effect 1 yet… =.= I want to “feel the continuity of the story – Nathaniel”….. ZZZ I am stucked in my room with a Pau… =.= ZZZ *eats the pau* *gulp*

Hmm.. AMPANG!!! Ahaha.. I went to Chi Liang’s house to stay for quite a few days. Sorry, no photos. Erm.. The most notable achievements while I was there was that I ate Ampang Nyong Tauhu and Ampang Chicken Rice. Hmm.. Well, what I can say about my trip was that it showed me how different food can be in terms of flavour and texture even though its of the same name.. Nah, I dont know how to explain it to you guys using the “mighty” keyboard… zzzzz…… All in all, the chicken rice and the tauhu passed my “GOOD” marker. Why? All that hype from people around me who keeps exaggerating how AWESOME it is made me raise the expectation bar sky-high. Some even claim it to be orgasmic (Nat again.) Well… In the end, I thought it was just decent. Good enough for me to eat it over and over, but not good enough to make me say –ORGASMIC- (like Nat). If you do think it is really nice, maybe its just my taste bud.

So, there you have it. A good month being summed into a few paragraphs. There are certain stuff that I choose to.. erm.. keep in secrecy…. AHAHAHA… Joke. I will try to update my blog more often, If more stuff happens in my life that is. Ahah. And hey, I think a lot is gonna happen over the period where the juniors have their orientation.. So.. Hello ~~f….~~ *slap* Hello juniors!

Looking Forward to Moving...

2010-06-03T10:35:00.001-07:00

So I am moving to Cemara this week... Looking forward to it haha.. Packing!

I really hope the Wimax there can tahan the our consumption… If not Imma complaining until they bleed from their eardrums….

Currently downloading DoW2-Chaos Rising… I wana play it muahaha… I loved DoW2 lol.. A good 30 hour of my life gone. hahah… And I hope the download does not slow down at Cemara LOL….

Burh… Basketball… We can have the good courts at Cemara :D WEE!!

++++ We can have better bus services! SCREW YOU CENDANA BUS!!!

Fuh.. Unbelievably… WIlliam is Playing DOTA lol… Nat is gonna start too.. Hahaha… Our temporary clan in our dorm, consists of Me, Brian, Darren, Aaron YAP, and Howard will be competing in the ATUSA recreational week. HELL YEAH WE GONNA TRAIN LIKE FREAKS!! Gonna WHACK SOME BUTTS….. (But I hadnt play in like a year.. T.T) Holy smokes.. I hope we can win T>T I wan Hampers and vouchers…

ATU night to worry about some more… They all talk about getting date LOL… For me? Nah. These Prom stuff is just crap.. Haha… Go there and have fun only lah… Haha..

Tired of Sleeping Nowadays.. So I am either playing DOta or COD6… zzz super super sien… DOW2-CR not yet download finiz!! SIENZ! I wan try out the multiplayer with NAT muahaha..!!!! (PAWN HIM)

Bah… Tired and no idea dy… That’s all I would tell u guys this time round lah K?

what the verse says that God loves you ?

2010-06-02T09:57:00.001-07:00

basically... alot of verses? LOL... Read the Bible~ haha..

Ask me anything

don't you like soccer??

2010-06-02T09:56:00.001-07:00

erm.. not really.. haha... FYI i dont like watching sports as much as doing it...

Ask me anything

Nothing much. Just about today.

2010-05-28T04:18:00.001-07:00

This wont be a long post.. All I want to say is that I went out today to eat CHINESE FOOODDD! Yeah char sau, sau rou, ji fan. Thats it. Played that weird football thing on the table with the spinnning figures. Hahah..

Yeah. SO. Shout out to Lawrence and Rouffy for tubing me into oblivion with their guns.

Erm.. yeah. The line still sucks after the whole block of ALevel and AUSMAT people move out to Cemara. Darn this Wimax. What excuse again?

I wanna be a billionaire. Haha.. Nice song. By sleeping after playing that song, I bet my sleep will be filled with fantasies with money ~~and women~~. ~~Joke!~~ Filling up my dream journal with those dreams will surely help me get good scores in psychology.

Just watched Law Abiding Citizen just now. Not bad movie. A bit sad. But it really has some things for me to ponder on. Just watch it and you’ll understand.

Grr.. Hahaha… Dont know what to say about today. I guess boring is an adjective.. Haha.. Byes. Whoever you are, see ya soon.

Jealousy/envy? And various other stuff.

2010-05-21T12:11:00.001-07:00

So, tell me. What's so great about clubbing =.= I don't fancy paying 100+ just for a night full of head banging, spoilt eardrums, clouded judgment and ~~pretty women (oooooooo)~~.

So, I decided to pass on clubbing and went to Homes instead. Wheee~~ Great food, warm people, encouraging Word, nice fellowship, and more good food whee~~ I seriously thanks myself for not choosing to go clubbing lol.

And no, i am not jealous of them in da club~~

So, jealousy….. What is jealousy? Being bitter about your friend having a ~~gorgeous~~ girlfriend? Wishing that you went and had fun with your friends ~~drinking~~ in da club? hehehe…. For me arh… I am jealous all the time… Heehehhe…. What I am jealous about? That’s for you to guess... (because you will never guess it also haha)

SO, I finished up Lost for season 1-5 last week… gotta tell ya, it gets kinda pointless after the first few seasons.

Did my psychology first test too. Now I think Psychology is awesome. If I have any chance to get my hands on psychology related courses… I will!

My Dorm is seriously becoming a COD4 nest. Everybody is playing. So everyday we have around 10 people blasting away in COD4. ~~Retard tubers, flashers, stunners, and campers.~~ Being a “veteran” COD player, I think that these people can play really well @@….

ARGGGHHH cannot play NFS: SHIFT…. GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I hate my laptop lol.

I look forward to seeing my brother and playing ~~his psp and~~ basketball with him. I miss my mom my dad my grandma my bro and Milo(the dog)!!

Current favorite music? Pitbull – shut it down…. Hahaha… Joke.

Stargate Universe Started again! Whee, I hate the ~~sex~~ xxx parts though. Its like it does not fit the storyline and makes all the women in the show whorish.

If you are reading this, most likely you are my friends or family. So, I’d like to say I love you all. To any random person out there, I love the world, and most importantly the people in it. Jesus loves you. Over and Out.

Free but not free

2010-05-15T11:24:00.000-07:00

Ah, yes. The much anticipated summer semester. Well, now i am having tonnees of fun and sleep everyday since my class hours are only 6 hours per week. WhheEEE.. mMUAHAHA.!

bUT I am both free and not free. Why? I have lots of free time. Yes. But I have already planned what to do in these free time. What to do? Modern Warfare 2 WHEEE~ dun get me wrong here... I dont game whole day.. We do have our own fun too, like basketball, talk crap, SMS, and ... MORE GAMES..

Currently playing Borderlands too. Borderlands deserves a round of applause for its intense gameplay and its funny storyline along with the very very very weird characters. haha.

Back to modern warfare 2.. The game starts to irritate me due to the freaking aimbots and wallhackers... If they want to play that please go play counter strike(with bots). Dun spoil my fun.Freaking noobs. Haiz... Sien. Nowadays people desperate for nuke. haiz...

Well back to life, I think I am losing weight =0 Muahaha. Whats more, we all started to play sports again whee~ after the freaking spring sem.. T>T Hope can get back into shape soon Muahaha.! Soon I shall be like an athelete =P

Darn. My handphone spoil liao, so now I cant use my handphone anymore T>T so revert back to a very old version of nokia. haiz.... sms is such a pain lol.

Haiz.. listening to depressing songs nowadays is such fun lol. Gives me a type of feel everytime i do. haha.

Good days ahead of me. I shall enjoy my life to the fullest before Fall semester befalls me. Haiz. TO all my frens in KK, dun say u miss me LOL. Haha.

Hmm, Before School Starts Again.

2010-05-01T23:21:00.000-07:00

Hey, I watched Iron Man 2, guess what? It was just an ok. The ending wasnt all that awesome, and the basics of the storyline is almost same as the first movie. GO watch and you'll understand.

And Hooray! The Malay Stalls has reopened. This means we do not need to go to Dawood oredy lu!!! Gahaha!

Hmm just bought a new earphone luo~~ Hahaha.. It's blue in color, which represent serenity, or something else,or... NVM.

So, on last Thursday, me Nat, Howard, Darren went to a Klang Bak Kut Teh shop to eat Bak Kut Teh. Nyam nyam... Haahah.. It tasted heavenly, and.. Nah, I will fail to describe it correctly, go taste it for yourself. It is at taman Rashna, Klang.

I went to Carl's Junior too, which tasted superb. NOt only it has the quality, it also has the quantity to fulfil my stomach.

Darn!! Class starts tomorrow, and I have to prepare for it today. Not that I am whining but going to class is such a pain... Boring boring boring...

I think I am gonna fail my exam.. THe result has not been announced yet, but I do have a bad feeling.. Haiz.. Nah, lets put that aside.

A new semester, means a new beginning for my life in INTEC. Maybe from here on I will do better, or maybe I will be worst off than before. But no matter what happens, I noe I will survive. MUAHAHA.

The Past Month

2010-04-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

Movie? Kick Ass. Mind you of some gore n vulgarities and some really American value. Other than that, awesome. I aint gonna spoil the fun for you, so go and watch it. SUPPORT it cause its better than some really bull movies i have watched.

Hmm.. Finally Spring sem is over, along with my dream of getting any sort of good grades at al :( I aint smart... but i tried my hardest. This is the time where I have tried anything at all. (lawl that sounded sad.)

Bah.. Back to My dorm... From? Genting!!! Whee!!!!BLek!!! here is the link for the photos lol. ()

Seriously had fun with Darren, MArie, Nathaniel and Howard. You guys HAVE to check out photos of Darren, soooo dumb. (thk Goodness he does not read my blog :P)

Omg.. back here in this forsaken place again.. Need to buy a sweater, belt, earphone, pillow, basketball and more. GUess what? I am outta cash.. DARN IT! Silly money! Everytime also burn so fast. Now that the Malay Stalls are gone again we are stuck with Dawood! These Guys must be damn good considering that they manage to spark a conspiracy to get rid of the cheap Malay Stalls. I sound like a politician. Hmm.. BURN ME ALIVE BABEH!

Well, for the very sad part of my post, I would say that I feel pity for some people. People who fail to see the world in another's view and another's perspective are like so stuck with themselves. They are so in love with themselves that they can't even see or feel or sense at all what people around them think about them.

Another type of people I feel bad for are those who are void of emotions except for anger. Why must there be so many sour people in this world? T.T

I can't say more. For If I do, they might know who they are, If they ever read my blog at all :P

Haha, how I feel right now? Hmm.. dissapointed about my semester, excited for the future, happy for my vacation, sad for some people and in love with myself :P

Life. Now. Sucks. Like. Crap.

2010-04-16T11:25:00.000-07:00

No, you don't get what you pay for. Yeah just try to argue with me. I don't really mind anymore. Life's not fair. Deal with it. Effort placed into something is wasted. I'd rather I did nothing at all. let alone even lift a finger. Every night we stay up till 2am or 3am doing dumb stuff, and the PEOPLE cant even freaking lift up their pen and give us an A+. If they are lazy, they should go with an A, cause it has the same strokes as B, but only consist of straight line. If u wanted to say C, I am so gonna butcher you.

I hate this dumb crap semester. A semester full of wasted time and energy. Train us my head. Useless activities. Dumb-ass projects. Stupid and pointless presentations. torturous murderous assignments and more. Life sucks this semester. Oh Yeah, sure on the outside i look happy. But I am a person not a projector! I don't necessarily need to let my feelings be known to the public fools. I can be an pathetic rusty empty can on the inside. I do not desire to be pessimistic, but my eye seems to see the bad stuff. Why? Imagine a piece of white cloth. Place some black ink on it. it turns black. Where can u find a white spot after that? NOWHERE. No matter how far, how wide, how hard and how long you look at it, Its black. So? Pessimistic is not a way to live, its the only way to live.

Don't get me wrong. Pessimism is not cutting yourself up at night and crying all day long. Thats a sissy. Pessimism is the willingness to see beyond the facade. To willingly be one with the major percentage(failing).

"think of all the good times..." my ass. Seriously? If you can think of all the good times, you are too optimistic, for life. Optimistic people die first, as can be seen in most action movies. I am not trying to make you ungrateful about the things you have. But if you want to improve your life, you have to look towards the dark side of your life. Its the only part which desperately NEEDS improvement. The darkest parts that even you are scared to venture into are urgent! Think about things that you are unhappy with. Go kick some ass.

I want to give up. Serious. But looking back. I am so far away from where I have started. So many mistakes. So many dumb moves. So many dumb kevin. I am dumb. yes. I will accept it. But I cant stop now. I believe i can fix this mess of me. But if i fail, I will accept the fact (give up) that this path is not where I belong, and it was never meant for me. I shall turn my back on this road, and never look back. BUt I will regret, for I could have done better.

I Regret!

2010-03-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

I regret joining AGT!! My guitar sounded like crap. Amp not working! Guitar out of tune! Piano sucked like crap. But what can we do.. Haiz.. I am not blaming the tool, for the tool does not choose to be crappy.... =.= I will never never join a performance anymore if the PA systems person sleeps at the back! Crappy day! for all singing performers. I officially hate INTEC sound system. They should let me in that room, see how I make it function the way they paid for it to be.

Haiz... If you think i am arrogant.. NO I am not.. I am just pissed!! From last year I tahan that system until now.. Even a good speech sound like a lullaby when it is filtered through that crappily tuned stuff. Enough anger.

OWH!! I loved group 11!!!! They are what you call quoting CHi Liang, "Hotter than hell, sweeter than Heaven!" omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!! Too Hawt for me to handle xD

So sad Marie's group din perform...
Best dance I think goes to... erm.... Yes! We think we can dance!

Hahaha... AND NO! I DONT CHOOSE A GROUP JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE RED CHILI PADI PEPPER SAMBAL HOT! FUH!!!

Believe me, I hate analysing a short video which is full of crap... Hate Critical thinking right now..

I wished I have the photos of group 11!!! I Lurv them!!

But for now.. Chow!

American Infernal Fiesta (AIF)

2010-03-20T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hey Yo People!!!!

Last week has been a hell hole for ADFP students! Darn, everyday have to stay up til 3-4am for stupid events. Its, not over, but the worst has already come to pass. We had Halloween night, class parade, dodge ball, class forum, informative speech, pass up essay 2, research paper sourcing and many more. Conclusion: hell.

I have also taken my video for AGT night. It was suppose to look like american idol videos, but i guess we took it more like a vain show. Moving On, I have my AGT night to prepare for... so stress, but cannot get the will to practice..

CLass parade was a blast! We went there unprepared, way unprepared, but we got good reviews! Haha, unbelievable. I got punched in the face during our presentation, dammit. We did our theme based on The Incredibles. Cast, Mr incredible - Marie, Elastigirl - Li Yen, Invisible girl - Diane, The very fast boy - Rahman, Jack Jack the baby - Raffique(FTW xD). Haha... overall I LOVED class parade! Fun activity!

Halloween night was kinda boring, to me. I am never a fan of ghosts. Dressing up as one is even worst. So me and San Xiu took a cheap approach, Devil May Cry. We dressed up like Dante, without the coat. Darn! Haha, Quraish's video PAWNS! I mean like its str8 out from the Zombieland oven man! Parody is always better! haha.

Dodgeball? Nothing much to talk about. Lost 3 out of 4 rounds. Sad. BUT WOW, for a game that is played once a year, people can get so emotional. About to fight oredy one, but sadly our Head of Program go break up the riot.. Sad... Wait! i shud say i am happy that no one got hurt right? But I know you know me better 0.<

Bah! I participated in all events already, SO PLEASE LECTURER, gimme my MARKS!

Erm, pictures are limited, as you know i am not photogenic.

Our Theme, If you dont know what the incredibles is.

We posing under the sun ^^

Look at what????

I am so cool ( havnt pose oredy take.)

calling somebody.. ZZZ

Me Sanxiu, Liyen, Rachel

Me and Marie

Me and Amy and ROhan at the side like an Indian ROckstar

Me San XIu and SOo Chuan

Musically stressful week.

2010-03-13T07:56:00.000-08:00

ARRGGHH! I swear to the Red Bull I am drinking that this week is gotta be the worst week ever..!!

First of all I was sick, stomachache, headache, feverish and more! I was already half dead but since I had to attend class so that i dont miss out... I attended class larh... Then feel like crap... Can do exercise but after that I feel like I had a brass band pounding in my head... Really crap larh..

Secondly, I had to play Guitar for four consecutive days LOL.. Not that I am complaining though, cause I had FUN, but its tiring fun larh... Hmm.. I played for Campus Alive, YAY! By The Way CA is AWESOME!!! And then I played for Amani and Chi Liang in our mini band. We sang secondhand serenade's fall for you!!WEEE, I sure have high hopes..

Thirdly, next week, I have a test, a forum, and a whole week of pointless fun to prepare for (Halloween nite, class parade, dodgeball, our band-if I qualify).Its gonna be hectic people! So...

Lemme show you my training times for my band hehe...

Looking at the score...

CHi Liang pro wei~!

My hands~~ My hands~~

Me n Chi Liang Practice

Chi Liang emo wif the song..

By Viewing the video.. You agree not to make fun of me or any of my teammates for all our mistakes.. T.T This is the audition kays..

Please I beg you dont laugh at my band kays... we a bit weird larh but still okays d barh...

Buarh! I got to go.. bye bye luo..

Nando's for Chap Goh Mei!

2010-03-01T04:27:00.000-08:00

OMG!! On Chap Goh Mei night, me, Roy, Brian, Howard, Darren, Nat, William, Yap, Jerald, San Xiu, Hobart went To... Guess? Aiya.. read the title.. I thought thats what the system has taught u guys.. Hahaha..

So! I ordered Hot peri peri half chicken with rice and potato salad. AWW!! I regretted not calling for extra hot.. But i did spam on the Extra Hot sauce after that :D

Highlights? Yum~~~ Seng~~ Poor guys them.. they ordered a jug that cannot be refilled.. Me Nat Roy Howard and William ordered and shared a 2 bottomless cup (can be refilled!!). After counting.. we reached a total of seventeen refills ... OMG... I was like so full of 100 plus..

The Food was awesome.! The chicken was grilled to certain perfection and the rice was nice! The only dissapointing part was the potato salad.. T.T I guess what I like is kinda different from semenanjung.. Go Sabah!

Owh.. as i am typing this San Xiu is looking at me LOL.. Awkward... =.=

Barh Pics!

Bottomless drinks! xD

Jug drink can only pour 7 cups... compare THAT! Hahaha..

We separated tables, so this is what their table look like :D Yum~

half chicken wif couscous and potato salad

Mine!!

Half chicken wif fries and salad..

Conclusion: Nando's is not bad.. just prepare for a bad day after toilet experience if you spam on the hot sauce.. T.T

Boo Holidays!

2010-02-16T09:19:00.000-08:00

First of all, holidays sucks. Its the only time your parents nag non stop.

I mean all the rage and the anger your parents stores for you every single moment you are not there is so not tasty. WAKING UP AT 7 in the holidays?

THAT SUX!

And then, we spend our whole life to run away from our parents, yet we still go back home every holiday, WHY!!!! Why did i even spend money on my ticket? What a waste. I hope my next away from home experience for a longer period would somehow provide them the awakening they need.

We have survived for months on our own and they still want to breath down our necks? They gotta realize this ain't no more the GOOD OLD DAYS where we use to run around sticking everything we see into our mouth and pee-in everywhere rite? What the heck man. Sudah lah i offer to help around(and i did) still mau bising. They really ought to control what they say to me. And I ought to do a research on why the speech part of our brain is such a misguided piece of crap. Miserable chinese new year.

Not that I dont respect them ZZZ. I try not to make a sound BECAUSE I KNOW what I am gonna say next aint nice. But sometimes they just want the BONUS prize dont you think? They love to push you, as if after 18 years they still dont knoww our limit. The sky is the limit? OH YEAH! AND I AM A VERY SMALL PLANET!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes you just wanna kill stuff and whack stuff and shoot stuff, but you find out that your internet connection is just about as good as your mood. It reaally is such a spoiler that every few seconds you experience a out of "connection" experience dont you think? SO it is with my DIgi broadband. I mean COME ON. YES it is fast. BUt WTH it owes disconnects.. Some day i am gonna follow Supernatural and find the yellow man and exterminate him. This yellow man is going down..

By the way, BUGGER, I still cant buy a freaking phone with a decent camera... I NEED IT LOL!! AND SHOOT! My bank is going thinner by the second. ZZZ i hate spending money.. I hope that making money is as easy as multiplication, or even better, Power! If i squared my money every minute, I would b Infinillionaire by the end of the day :D

"Bugga"(with the accent)(quoting Hobart) I gotta go and warm the bed till the next morning.. My neighbours playing blackjack!! ( I want, but cant) ZZZ hate... Gotta... erm.. go to dreamland.. Err.. Nvm , one last game lah. (procrastinating my sleep)

Bah, until next time larh hor... Cz I really duno what to say... So... EMOtional.

Our All Guys Shopping Trip.

2010-01-31T03:52:00.000-08:00

If you think only women shop.. You must be very wrong xD

Yesterday me, Darren, Bryan, Howard, Yap and no-one else went to sunway pyramid to shop!

Hehe. And If you think we window shopped, well, you are pretty darn wrong.

First of all we guys LURRVVVVVV to spend money on ourselves!! YEAH! Where should I start with.. Hmm.. We went to Padini, Banana Peel, Kitchen, Nike, Adidas, Converse, Levi's, and weirdly, Al-ikhsan. Hmm...

The rest of them shopped like crazy, but I on the other hand bought only two things. Which costed 200 bucks EACH. T.T I am now on a very very tight budget.SO! lemme show you what I bought!

Yeah! Original games. hehe Modern Warfare 2 ROX! Add my steam acc if u want to. {B@llz}UnderDog

Adidas xD Blindside 5 Low leah..

(Darren bought one named Champion shooting star. Lame.) Hahahaha =D

OMG! my bank is empty, but hey, i think that what i bought would be worthwhile ^^

Big Spender a.k.a. Yap is so screwed after yesterdays shopping xD.

So tired right now, so many assignments. Next week KACA program. ask me if u wana noe about it ^^

AIEE!! ESSAY!! Byes! KK folks, CYA SOON!!!!~~ 过新年了！！！！

Damn Studying life.

2010-01-21T09:43:00.000-08:00

Assignments.

Its the first thing that flashes through my mind every waking moment.

Ah, the "joy" of all the presentations, essays, quiz, and studying.

Its not like i am complaining or anything.. But I plainly just hate doing so much assignments.

Those torturous murderous subjects. If they cut the assignments down by half, I will be a happy man.

Calculus. a word that brings a chilling feeling to my skin. Limits~ Derivatives~ and tonnes other "suppose to know" stuff is gonna be the death of me. My brain will melt... I think I am gonna have a nervous breakdown soon.

You know -lah i am relaxed by nature, so if you see me studying, i am in deep shit. And as you can see right now i am studying. HEY! lets do this the scientific way.

Premise 1: Kevin studies only in deep shit.

Premise 2: Kevin is studying.

Conclusion: Kevin is in deep shit.

Why? because i have a bad semester last year n i gotta work extra hard to pull it up. Darn. =.= Hate.

N I strained my leg!!!! No more basketball for me... I love basketball oo.... ZZZZ

Every step i will think for a split second that i would faint. Thats the amount of pain i feel.

Guitar leah~ i am trying to learn some songs lo. New initiative.

I know there is no such thing as a nightmare, cause every living waking moment itself is a nightmare. And a dream is always better than reality. For me. Not you. If you gonna disapprove me than its obvious that you are not me. Stop. Dont reach for the comment button. Haha. I am such a mind reader.

And also, I just joined a mini Singles Club in my college. 5 member. Sad. I just hope no one turns gay... (if you think i am gonna turn gay, you are so wrong)

OH by the way. I gotta do my assignments ASAP. Got deadlines one you know... I bet you dont know you know...

Give you a final joke arh.

Premise 1: Assignment is Kevin's wife.

Premise 2: Kevin is doing assignments.

Conclusion: Kevin is doing his wife.

=.= Joke only okays. ZZZ Over and Out.

Hmm.. Not a Optimistic Approach.

2010-01-15T18:52:00.000-08:00

Wah! School start dy.. !st of all! i wun post up my holiday at KL. CZ I DUN HAVE FREAKING PICS.. haha.. Sorry luo.. =.=

I am super busy lea, and i dont know why exactly. It is as if, you look at your task list, not much right? But when you start doing it, before you know it its 12 midnight, and you have done nothing..

WEI! if u think i procrastinate, no i din.. Jz tat college life... Haiz... Do many stuff ourselves.. REALLY REALLy tiring..

Guess wad? We play basketball every evening lea. I hope to grow some manly abs @.@

Boring like hell man this place.. Cendana campus if you dont know already.. Its freaking miles away from any shopping centre.. I mean What Kind of people would plan a campus at such a far away place.. Far away from entertainment, from the college and from good food. ( freaking dwood)....

Wash Clothes, Assignments, and more awaits. ^^ Next time lar hor? BUsy busy busy~

Home

2009-12-21T04:49:00.000-08:00

So I have been at home for two months now. What have i done? I cant really describe everything in words right here. So, i will attach a few photos in this post and attempt to describe what those photo meant.... Yeah.. I know.. I am that boring..

Well, life here in KK.... Is kind of much better than life in Shah Alam. Compared to KK Shah Alam is hell on earth.

The reign of pork in my belly is almost over.. I am gonna go back to a no pork diet once more. Long live Sang Nyuk Mien T.T

My room... my beloved radio... is not gonna follow me... I hate earphones!!!!!!

No more exercise routines, no more 12 pm breakfast, no more music fest.

All that is left is misery.

Well, I am done talking, lets go to the photos shall we?

Entrance road to my taman

Constructing Shop lots = a lot of noise

swimming pool? Mosquito nest. Notice my bike? top left corner.

pros?

Yeah.. my dog.. Anything under the chair>?

view of 1 Borneo from my house

birds eye view of my taman.

my fren n me at phase 2 of my taman.

I swear i have nothing to do with this.

Even graffiti artists love micheal jackson.

Sharpshooter>?

The Rubbish hut where I get my bids eye view shots from. on top lah. look at the left hand side you can see the stairs.

Mode of Transport to KK town.

Tuaran road = jam in the evening. (not yet okays.)

Newly constructed shop lots in front of my house.

escape artists?

Too fat to fit through the bars.

Isnt My life "colourful" ? Hahaha. Well, at least these stuff provided me with something to enjoy for 2 months. Not bad eh?

Boring Days Ahead

2009-12-16T07:01:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAYS = boredom

Any suggestions?

Oh, and I just connected my laptop to my desktop monitor. Doesnt look too bad.

Got a new haircut.

New clothes.

New shoe.

New pants.

Old brain.

Leaving KK on the 25th. How I hate to leave. But I also wonder how much more will I change once I leave? for the better? Or worst?

Everybody always wonder if they will be changed or not. But I'd rather ask myself, "will i stay the same?"

I keep on thinking, Is the reaction of the people around me a reflection of my being?

If it is, then I must suck a lot. hahaha.

Well. Enough of the doses of negativity. Lets go to the fun part!

Christmas means, SALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N I bought tonnes of clothes. well not tonnes but you get the point.

70%, 50%, 30%, 20%, 10%, so many discounts, and so hard to make a choice. DARN.

N This season aint complete without food. So please try out as many food as u can this season. (dont blame me if u get fat)

N MOST OF ALL. Go and support your church or a church nearby you at this festive season. Spread the Good News fellas.

Keep the smile on your face and have a nice holiday season.

On the 12th day of Christmas~~~~

Let the boring and overused Carols live on.

I will try to add photos into this post yeah. Sorry yeah ^^

my room in general.

December

2009-12-10T06:56:00.001-08:00

December. A month of sadness. Last month of the year. A sign of another year wasted. What we have done in the past doesn’t matter now. Because it will all soon be just another page in our life that we could care less about.

December. A month of hope. Last month before next year. A month of hope. A time to set goals for the year to come. A time to envision the future. Because when January comes, there shall be no more time for planning.

Procrastination. What we do best. hmm…

too emo @.@ fine.

This 2 days, i have played finish the game Call Of Duty 6 : Modern Warfare 2 THE GAME IS EPIC.

PLS PLAY IT. You will not regret playing it. Although the game is kinda harder than the first modern warfare series, it features a gameplay sooo nice that the the way they reveal every part of the story is just breathtaking.

An extra feature namely SPEC OPS is also available in this call of duty installment. it lets you play a ranked based mini mission kind of thing. its a very nice way for newbies to train and for experts to hone their skills.

more choice of guns, breathtaking storytelling, and superb gameplay. I would give a 9.7 out of 10. a bit less than perfect due to the inability to crack the multiplayer easily T.T

Nicely done INFINITY WARD.

heartbeat sensor. fiction. but it sure is nice to have.

i’ve got a gun and i am not afraid to use it.

Up for a ride in the snow?

Jet pilot flying danger close.

Finally they have decided on soap’s looks and voice. aint he cool?

Thermal Sight. Smoke nades aint gonna smoke me.

Intervention sniper rifle scope. It sure can help land the bullet on a body.

Darn... Gt Many Request... so here it is... Our Video

2009-12-05T09:45:00.000-08:00

This is basically the lamest video made for the campaign project in our class.. We campaigned against nuclear weapons basically.

Me, Zhi Yu, Royston and Soo Chuan filmed, edited, and directed this.

Its basically a video from youtube we edited... N YES I NOE ITS NOT A NUKE>>!! ITS JUST AN ATOM!! But we made it anyway... I Really hope that you guys enjoy watching this funny thing as we have enjoyed making it in one night Blekk~~

Adobe CS4 Premiere Pro Rocks. (although I suck at it)

Special Thanks to Our classmates who laughed at it.

And No Thanks to Dianne for making me upload it. =.=

If John sees this I would be soooo ashamed... haha..

Forgive me, for rosak-ing a originally good video.

Chance and Purpose

2009-12-03T21:47:00.000-08:00

What do you believe in?

Chance? Or Purpose?

If everything were by chance, Probability should be the first chapter in Add Math,

If purpose guides everything in its course, Then everything we do have its consequences.

If the world happened by chance, then our existence would be meaningless.

But Purpose gives us hope and Dreams.

Some choose Chance as the explanation, trying to avoid the fact that they are the cause of what happened in their lives.

Some believe in Purpose, To justify their wrongdoings.

With chance, and a supercomputer, every happening is calculable, and the implications is all but mere numbers.

With purpose, a person is unpredictable, He against all impossible odds, will complete what he is here to do.

Chance is a rolling dice,

And

Purpose is a path to somewhere.

I can't say for sure which one i believe in yet.

But can you?

Live it.

Ma Dear.

2009-11-29T05:05:00.001-08:00

My dear beloved,

I still remember how we first met,

In the midst of the hustle and bustle in a restaurant.

You came out of the kitchen,

looking so pure and innocent.

I would go to the shop from time to time,

In search of you.

We would spend hours upon hours staring at each other,

And I would be amazed by your calmness.

Soon, I had to move to a place far away,

though I was reluctant, I had no say.

It became an inconvenience to go to the shop we where we met,

The Indian shop at the corner.

Day after day, the feeling I had for you became a memory,

Days stretched to weeks and week stretched to months,

And finally, Months stretched to years,

And even the memory fade away.

Fast forward a few years and there I was at Shah Alam.

Sitting at an Indian shop, where I saw you again.

And you were with another man.

I asked for you, and you came to my table and sparks flew.

As I stirred my cup and looked at you, I could feel a void in you.

And as I drank away, you filled my empty and lonely heart again,

I can only express the feeling as creamy and bubbly.

Day and night I had made it a point to meet u there,

Where I can feel whole with you again.

Then came a time when we had to part,

And I promised to see you again in KK.

Vivid in my memory, I was walking in a store,

And I saw you there, sitting in a corner

As though you have been crushed and dried into powder.

"Oh! How I longed for you"

I said as I held u with my hands.

That was the day you came home with me.

I laid you on the table, and after preparing awhile,

our lips touched.

I can taste your distinct flavor on my tongue,

Your warmth could have melted the ice caps,

Your scent awakened the beast in me.

You rested in my hands as i carried you up into my room,

where I experience un-foretold pleasure.

Next Morning when I rose up,

There you were sitting in my kitchen.

Right there I embraced you with my hands,

and swore to never leave you again.

My dear.

My very dear dear,

Instant Teh Tarik

(Now available in stores)

Visit back to Ma Hometown

2009-11-28T09:07:00.000-08:00

Well, I've got to say that this visit back to Keningau was far less than what I have had expected it to be.

For the first time in my life, I was not satisfied with going back to my hometown.

Okay... Let's start wit the fun part...

1st of all we have collected lots of fruits.. LOTS OF IT!!! Blah.. I hate mango already.. Thinking of fruits will surely make me puke right about now. EWWWW!!

Then I have got lots of animals!!! yay!! Cows!!! Yeah.. i duno why but the calf seem to like me. Maybe I smelt like grass that time.. Wee~~ The dogs there hate me btw.. maybe I never had the chance to feed them.. BOOO dogs.. BOOO!!! Ducks are shy creatures.. ZZZ N there is a particular dog at my aunts house that was supposedly "playing" with us but apparently is just trying to bite me. Darn I have got a mark on my hand..

Did some fishing. Imagine pulling out the organs of a still moving fish... Eww... I had to do that..

Okays.. Other than that, my life there for the past few days was visiting relatives and sitting at home (BORING) =.= I am not complaining but COME ON.

Oh, the temperature there at night is addictive.. Cold but not too cold... Makes you wanna stay up all night and feel it on your skin.

Quarreling with my parents... SMS from time to time is my regular routine.

Oh yeah, and to all you Eragon fan, Brisingr is NICE.

To all of you that are oblivious to your surroundings, Brisingr is the third book of the Inheritance saga. (Not trilogy anymore - curse you Christopher Paolini)

Fuh.. By The way.. I just deactivated my facebook.. I think its a waste of time.Why??? ZZZ see for yourselves.. How much time you spent on facebook a day? Can you imagine if facebook never existed? Blah.. Wadever lah.. I just dun wana get addicted to that garbage... If you got a problem... Then think for your own self...

Blah Blah... Heartbreakers. Hmm.. Sorry lah.. I dun have a cam wif me.. sooo.. no pics.. ^^ Blah (I never had a cam anyways..) N Thx for reading... (Nah Bee Keng sudah lah i update at midnight ni...)

It’s been a long time.

2009-11-21T08:09:00.000-08:00

Lets just put it this way. I have been busy.

TV shows:

I have been watching stuff ranging from

chuck

house

verdict? Not bad… I lost my streamyx so can never download liao cry cry cries…..

Games:

My newest collection features, teng teng teng teng~~~~

Dragon Age Origins wakakaka…

My rating would be a 8/10 for the game..

They are so scared of piracy that some of your quests is DLC. dammit.

Then you die too fast, and potions are not always readily available… (whrs my cleric!!!)

Thats ur interface for d game (lightning strike!!!)

D game is a very strategy and open ended game.

UUUUUU decide. wadever u do. Skills, chats, party, attributes, people’s life and death and to hlp or to watch as ppl suffer. Your choice. wakaka. I am kind at heart so… hehe. and you are not rated by what you do… just that your option with the person decreases as their liking of you decreases. and sadly one of the options is sex. NO I DIN TRY TO MAKE THEM DO IT U PERVS>>>

Other problems would be that i hate enemies, cause all of them has a built in 2~3 sec stun. which is a terrible thing for your party. And you dont get an elmental mage till later in the game.. T.T no area spam babes… unless u chose to be a mage (tauhu)

Blah, Assasins creed, intersting but too time consuming. =.= And people..

YOU LIFE LESS PEOPLE, Stop dota lah. hahahah jokes..

TRIP:

Yeah, and I went to kundasang, but i cant show u guys my pic CZ I DIN TAKE ANY. didnt it occur to you i am not a cam whore? Just go to fiona and ooi xin kenn and sydney’s photo albums… heheh… Phoebe and the fish… will be the next beauty and the beast parody… Nudge goh n plea him to upload d vid.. =.= kekeke..

Bah… about 2012

There has been LOTS of people who think 2012 is just plain crap… Haha.. well.. Average movie, Farfetched. At least if features some of the more emotional sides of a real doomsday compared to plain scientific crap that it mentioned in the movie. Scientists said so =.= Sacrifice and all that crap is what makes the movie nice… other than that… zzzzz 6/10

I only liked time for miracles sung by adam lambert in the end of the movie. Hahaha..

Ui. Next time lah… I am tired of typing about life. Gotta go and live it. So long Bros and Sis. (GET OFF UR COM KEVIN) (WADEVER MOM)

All American Rejects

2009-11-01T19:56:00.000-08:00

Let me talk about my experience of going to the all American rejects concert.

For all of you who didn't know, I got he concert ticket for free by subscribing to DIGI music xD

I went there basically by KTM lRT and Commuter =.= 1 hour plus journey.

Before the concert started, I went and eat bakso at a nearby shop. Nice ha-ha. queuing up is a pain in the ass. Not to mention we waited in line for one full hour. the line was basically 200 meters long. why? bcz, its all American rejects baby!

So… after queuing up for a frigin 200 meters, i went on into the stadium and wala… nothg was happenning. not yet. Pop Shuvit, Disagree, One buck short, Estrella, were our local singers that went on stage 1st. They were great. i loved them. People were going crazy already even though it was just our local band.

Then it happened. what happened? Commercial stream for a full hour. We had to stand up and watch commercials for one full hour. I was about to go crazy man. Then at the moment of hour dispair, we heard the drums rolling and the crowd went crazy.

Bugga. crazy people do exist in Bukit Jalil. I can barely stand up. Bukit Jalil was shaking man! AAR just made the crowd wild.10.0 on the richter scale haha. Blasting. Move Along, It Ends Tonight, Dirty lil Secret, and more songs were sung during the concert. Oh! I wanna tooo. ha-ha.

There were old people present at the scene too. ????? young at heart I suppose.

AAR left the stage and people thought the concert was over and started going back. Me and my friend went to the front. Suddenly, AAR went back on stage and sang when the wind blows. Ha-ha. Then he basically talked about Malaysia for a while. He almost blurted out the f word haha. In a good sense. Lembaga music was happy that night due to the lack of misconducts by AAR (damnit).

Final Song guess wad? Gives You Hell lah! After that the concert was obviously over and people went home straight after. As for me I went to KL Sentral McD to sleep. Of course got friends lah.. Blasting! Ha-ha

damn long line.

our local bands (sry i cant get in front due to fatty tissues)

AAR ( best shot. =.=)

Thats Tyson in an Indian suit. Ha-ha

Bugga blur shots.

Best shot yet.

Gives you hell

Group Pic. (see my reluctance?)

No pics in McD. Not a good scene olso. Thats It lah xD

Exams, exams, and freedom.

2009-10-29T06:51:00.001-07:00

Bodoh Punya exam. Thats all i can say.. All this crappy examination has taken its toll on me. Bugga. if u want real evidence, take a look at this pic.

thats how all the ADFP students look like right now. oh well, exam is gone. so here i am typing some crap on the internet.. =.=

eeee all american rejects. I have downloaded their album just to b ready for d concert xD .

Enough of AAR. talk about them after i have successfully return from there.

Ah yes the sweet smell of the shores of Sabah. Cant wait to get back. I love Sabah. Y? Becz of our friendly chinese animal. haha. they taste better than beef xD. right now i long for a bowl of mee soup wif our friendly animal inside.. hahaha poor things.. they dont deserve it.. but since they are around.. they are unlucky. haha.

Even if the sky is falling down~~~~ yeah jay sean.. haha. tat guy sings nice. hah. Hmm.. Naruto is getting from draggy to draggier. its getting kinda stupid now.

N now i am damn pissed bcz tat stupid bus ….. haiz..

this is the story

Me n my fren went futsal

the weather became raining.

we became wet and ran to the bus.

then the bus was full, the weather was cold, and we were wet,

recipe for disaster. n tat guy went onto another bus, watches a chinese soap on TV3 for the next hour. i was about to give out some serious exclamation marks. =.= b4 tat happens he managed to finish watching the soap. moral of the story? immoral beasts..

Enuf of those… Bah… I will report more on Monday when I go back to KK..

Worthless zombies

2009-10-17T05:52:00.001-07:00

We are so like zombies nowadays. its either school or internet. nothing else. this destructive trend lead by none other than my roommate, William, is pretty much gonna kill us all soon enough. That son of a…..

Enough of him. me on the other hand, has finished watching prison break season 1 to 4… hahaha here is the proof..

hahaha… isnt that cool.

we also have been infected by the virus called NEED FOR SPEED : Most wanted.

Isnt it unfortunate that i have become something less than a human.? a zombie that stays in front of the computer…. I think i need a life..

oh yeah, i forgot to mention that i hate doing a campaign.. Campaign for a cause? oh cmon! i can sell something or give a motivational talk much better than talkin about some humanitarian activist job…

Oh. FYI, heroes season 4 is kinda boring.. its story progression is so slow that i can sum up each episode in one word. SLOW. Prison Break still owns.

Book review!!! My book is called “Fear NO Evil” its about a guy who is stupid enough to get stuck in prison for 9 years. Great. Its about being behind bars and more bars. What a breakthrough. BTW the guy i was talking about was one of the ministers of Israel. OOOPPS. =.=

Hmm… I guess thats all =.= we’re screwed.

SAT Sunway and Life

2009-10-11T10:19:00.000-07:00

SAT is over. YAY. i don't know how to explain this feeling. It’s more than joy, it was as if I was being released from a cage. A cage that has trapped me for the last few months. Torment. Pain. Tears (yeah right). Emotional turmoil (you got that right). AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH… Lets not go back there again. But I kinda miss it too. Its like getting divorced. Mixed feelings.. Hmm… What am I talking about here… Lets move on.. SAT I could care less now. (see I told you its like divorce)

Ah yes. The after SAT mood. everyone wanna party yo~ But I End Up at Sunway doing nothing except Playing pool, archery and watching people ice-skating. My friend even got to touch a girl T.T (not that i want to) We are all “happy” for him bha. We are gonna “help” him. ^^ Enough of that crap. And now I am so disappointed that I have got free tickets to the All American Rejects concert. U wan d ticket???? Hahahaha. Dream On. I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you~~~~~

Life has not been nice to us. I mean me. Argh. Must keep my mouth shut. Stardust is not a bad movie. Its a nice dating movie. GO guys GO~!! I am now indulging in to both Prison Break and Heroes series. Not BAD!!Both of these series are nice.Recommended.

Two more week before I set foot in KK again. Gonna fix all my mistakes.. I dont do resolutions. Never works. Just Do It.Hahaha..

Cant believe my ticket? Check em out.

There ya go… Hahahaha…

\\Goodbye for now… As you can see in my pic… Its very very late//

After a long while..

2009-10-05T03:38:00.001-07:00

well… this saturday is SAT yay… cause i think i am going to screw it… =.= Pessimistic? No! Realistic.

Whats more…. I just finished Resident Evil 5.. It lacks the adrenaline of the previous ones since now it is more action orientated.. Pros and cons ^^, there was also a weapons glitch which happened accidentally… Shudve exploit it more i think. Nice game. 8/10

Then I have spelling B competition tomorrow. Tiebreaker my head.. I am going to lose anyway Hahaha..

My radio Drama is finally done after a long long time of doing it. Thank God i was able to cope with that boring thing. Being a master editor is no fun at all…

Well… thats all for this time. Kinda busy nowadays haha.. Going to be more active soon after SAT.

Faith

2009-09-04T10:22:00.000-07:00

Ahhhh.... the serene sensation of living through the exam week... not exactly an achievement to be bragging about but.... I would say its good enough for my standards..

NO. I am not going to talk about my exam... enough of that already... let bygones be bygones...

Eeeee.... I would like to talk about my 1st experience at HOMES... For me.. I would personally call it cell group..

It has been a long time since I had went to any Christian fellowship. Reason was... the holiday week involved me being trapped in Cendana... Therefore I looked forward to go to this event..

Half asleep.. I was shocked out of my slumber when Brian woke me up..

"it it time to go homes lo" "omg its 7!! can u gimme 5 min"

yeah... that explains it... i bath, dressed and ran bought some french fries all within 5 minutes.. (hungry bah..) Skip the travelling. The home we went to was a nice house. It was cosy and clean.

I know.... My grammar sucks a bit here... So bear with me....

Hmm.. when i went into the house.. I thought to myself "impressive"..... but that did not manage to excite my interest since I was already dead tired by that point of time. I can still observe my surroundings though. Ugh... My brain is stalling... I am running out of adjectives.... FINE.. the house was nice.. Then came the people.. everyone was very warm and stuff.. Then the foood..~~ Yeah... curry and beehoon.. not much.. but enough to fill my tummy..

Then came the worship.. Great time i suppose... Loved it.. Feels like being deluged in a drought.. It is just so fascinating what God can do through a time of lifting up praise to him..

Then the highlight, the sharing.

At first, I saw the big title... TESTIMONY.. I was like oooowwwhhh man... the hardest thing talk about... We were separated into groups..and we were supposed to share our testimony to each other... If you ever want to know what I share... Private stuf...

Then the person who was sharing pointed out that the dictionary states that testimony=personal account/experince/first hand encounter.

He said that the more faith we put into our actions. The more testimony we would be able to give.. EEEeee i have been low on fAITH LOL.... Better repent... Ugh.. the whole sharing was amazing... It reminded me how happy I was when God was the only one I depended on.. I want to go back to that place of pure dependence on God again...

GGGGRRRR no matter what I do I cant seem to express correctly!!! dang it... fine...

The guy said get the mpg for the whole sermon by the pastor.... I will try...

Hope to grow more faith.

Weeee~~~

2009-09-01T22:03:00.000-07:00

Ok... the title has nothing to do with what i am going to post next. It is not really a WEEE kind of feeling.. guess what I am doing..

I am writing a blog.. on the teachers table. In front of 19 studying students. Hahaha.. Not the best thing to do I guess.. I have just another hour to my test... but I guess I cant stop my fingers to speak out..

I realise that sometimes.... We are just like a pot of porridge. Cant believe me? Wait till i explain... the process of cooking porridge.. We rinse the grain. We immerse it in water. We close the lid. And we start the fire going and we wait... Then heat builds up in the pot, and the lid starts rattling right? We are supposed to open the lid to let a small amount of steam out once a while..

What happened to me was.. I never open the lid for a long long time.... Pressure build up... I was stressed.. Lacking of sleep.. then, it happened.. Water poured out of the lid so suddenly....

I could not hold myself back any longer and finally poured out one year of stored emotions on someone.. =.=

I would like to thank that person for bearing with me... Listening to my ugly feelings.. Doing something so noble and still wished to be friends with me.. I will forever be grateful and be in debt ^^

And now.. you get the point.. Now that the pressure has lessened, I have to get on with life.. Let the porridge cook slowly.. Someday I think I will become a better person.. Just like the tasty porridge... xP

Yeah... thats it LAH.... Not much to say except study study exam exam. GRR... Have to tackle my studies now.. I am gonna fail sooner or later if i dont.. Reading!!! 40 minutes left.. T.T

This post is specially dedicated to that person who has helped me so much!!! TQ!!

School's gonna start.

2009-08-31T09:28:00.000-07:00

Grrr... The agony of preparing to go back to INTEC. To a life of study study study study and the cycle goes on. Everyone is still in the holiday mood and nobody is prepared to go back to INTEC.

Furthermore, we have got exam next week. And poor me have not even started studying. (YET)

Life in Intec is certainly boring (for me).

Listening to sad songs for hours and hours aint the best for my emotional health. But what can I do, Life here is so so so so so so so BORING. (you get the point) Stress is also a problem here. What I meant was, how can I not be stressed if everyone is studying and I am the only one trying to enjoy my life with games games food and music? All these people are a bunch of geniuses and they dont have problem studying. Unlike me, I find it hard to focus on my studies if it boring... (pre-cal) It is the most energy consuming subject and whats more, I find that I have absorbed nothing after an exhausting session studying it. Plainly, I am very exhausted and bored and fed up with life over here..

The truth is, I bet that everywhere that I go, I would still be feeling the same thing like I am feeling now. I really dont know what I have gotten myself into.. I hope when I am older, I wont look back and find that I have made the biggest mistake if my life to further my studies. I can always try, but I might fail.

I think I need to manage my own emotions, stress and feelings better. Conclusion? None available.

Cash and Internet (Basic solutions to Teenage Problems)

2009-08-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

I have been out of cash for the past week I suppose. Having to borrow money from my friends is not exactly a pleasing experience. Just Imagine that I have been surviving on other people's pocket money. Yeah I know its kind of stupid. Darren lend me 50 bucks and Nat lend me 10 bucks. It feels like sapping their wallets. Hahahaha...

Guess what? JPA just gave us our allowances~~~ wooohooo~~~ praise God for the reinforcements.. When Nat told me the news, I was skeptical. It is due to numerous false alarms that has occurred prior to this event that had gave me such a mindset. Still feeling skeptical but desperate for money, I walked down to the Petronas fuel station by the junction and popped my card into the ATM machine. Guess What? A four digit number with a three as the first one!!!

What a shame that I can only withdraw 200 bucks a day. (I think that limit was set by my parents to control me XD) It took me another 5 minute to run back to Cendana and pay both Nat n Darren the amounts that I have borrowed from them.

For Your Information.... I was not out of cash.. But simply too Lazy to go to the ATM to withdraw my money.... Hahahahah...

Internet!! Who can live without it? (cavemens) SHUT UP! That was rhetorical. Darren and I went to Ole Ole to get our WIMAX modem. Before we bought it, we have heard rumours of people getting faulty WIMAX modems which cost them a trip to Petaling just to fix the modem. Reason behind this (as told by the salesman) is that the only service centre available nearby Shah Alam was there. So, Darren and I were in the taxi, praying hard while holding on to the modem.

When we got back, It was a surprise that the Wimax modem worked like a charm. Whats even more surprising is that the Internet connection came in after 30 minutes! God BLESS us! Hahahaha.... We were surfing the Net in no time. DOTA + XDO hahaha...

So thats it.. THX for reading~

My first blogging experience and My life in College.

2009-08-22T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hahahaaha.... What Should I say.. Well.. I just had my eighteenth birthday. It wasn't a blast but it felt good that someone congratulated me for being one year older. hahha.. It might have been even more boring than I expected but hey, it isnt like i am the best friend out there..

Whats more.. Its the holidays!! AND i am stuck here in my Dorm called Cendana which is surrounded by Malays (not racist statement) which meant... Puasa... ALAMAK!!! No food for me FOR ONE FREAKING week (due to absence of friends in this forsaken holiday, I did not have the will to go to McD)... With the piles of maggie stacked beside me, i think i can make a barricade out of it by the time bulan puasa(fasting month) is over.. Laugh laugh laugh..... When reality sinks in, 3 times 10 = 30. 30 cups of maggie in a week?! no way on earth that is going to happen.
Nope, that's not going to happen.. I'd rather eat bread than die.. Although sometimes i feel the other way around, but still that is just a bit too much to accept.

My studies? Not exactly what I feel like talking about but, I guess i have to confess that I am nowhere near the standard of the class I am in. They are all straight A students while i am just a tick in their presence. Unlike me, They are geniuses.. They can "own" me anytime they would love to. But I guess I have to step up to the challenge. Malaysia Boleh, Sabah Boleh, SAYA LAGI BOLEH WAKakKAKAKA!!!!!